Defeat
 

Hey ya'll If there's one thing I hate today it's powerlessness. Powerlessness over life, my situation, people, places, and things. The more sober I get the more I see how in ruin my life is; That is a grim way to look at it, isn't it? One day at a time is right. I've been sober for one year and it seems my dillusions of grandiour are starting to fight for there life (haha). Welp, I dano, What do you all think?

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yea, I'm not as cool, as I use to feel after a couple bottles of wine!

This may sound overly simplistic but we all have the power to do whatever we want, it's not that we are powerless it's just that things aren't easy. To quote a great man " do or do not there is no try"

Just don't let'em get ya down.

Yeah how do we make up for the things we lack? The steps are suggested as the prescription compared to bottles.