I hate me - and you will too.
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Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: Tucson, AZ
Posts: 650
Welcome! I appreciate your honesty.
Forgive me for not reading all the other posts. I just wanted to let you know you are not alone, I went through many of the same feelings/behaviors as you. I slept around, I did dangerous things, all I felt was self loathing.
I am now 92 days clean, and have been working toward recovery for 9 months. In recovery I have learned so much about not just recovering from drug use, but recovering from addiction. This included sex, danger, food, etc, not just substances.
There is hope. Hope that we can really, honestly recover, not just abstain. I have found a new life thanks to NA (and sticking with it!) People find recovery every day in all sorts of ways. I hope you find your path. My heart goes out to you.
Forgive me for not reading all the other posts. I just wanted to let you know you are not alone, I went through many of the same feelings/behaviors as you. I slept around, I did dangerous things, all I felt was self loathing.
I am now 92 days clean, and have been working toward recovery for 9 months. In recovery I have learned so much about not just recovering from drug use, but recovering from addiction. This included sex, danger, food, etc, not just substances.
There is hope. Hope that we can really, honestly recover, not just abstain. I have found a new life thanks to NA (and sticking with it!) People find recovery every day in all sorts of ways. I hope you find your path. My heart goes out to you.
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