Hanging out with 'normal' drinkers
My desire to not be "found out" allowed me to pretend to be a normal social drinker, but I also have always been amazed by social drinkers. No one in my family knew about my problem and I could not bring myself to drink around them - even at normal social occasions I felt the need to "hide" my drinking. The first time I drank when I was 12 or 13 I stole alcohol from a family member and drank alone. It started out with drinking to get drunk. I still can't understand why you would want to drink slowly or not get completely trashed.
Even at my worst I managed to maintain one small shred of discernment. I could never drink cheap beer. Even at times when I wanted a drink and that was all that was present I wouldn't do it. The snob was actually stronger than the addict.
Of course, I didn't mind the turpentine-like stuff that gets passed off as cheap vodka. I'd stick to that, but I wouldn't touch a Miller Lite. Cunning, baffling and at times even inconsistent.
Of course, I didn't mind the turpentine-like stuff that gets passed off as cheap vodka. I'd stick to that, but I wouldn't touch a Miller Lite. Cunning, baffling and at times even inconsistent.
Oh yea just for ***** and giggles why is it that the only people I have ever met who drank Busch Light were alcoholics? Guess ya gotta be a drunk to drink that nasty excuse for a beer!
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