ah... day 69
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ah... day 69
I've always loved that #. It is my birth year.. I am almost to day 70....
I have survived yet another away trip and have remained sober... Thanks to God, you guys support and SR. I have read much more than I have posted... I did have a few moments of (waaah) poor me, can't have wine. So I had some whine (in my head) and ordered coffee.. and some key lime pie... my fave... :o)
I had a lovely weekend and prayed many prayers of thankfulness. I am more blessed than I deserve... I think my biggest trigger (at the moment) is my feeling of not being a good Mom.... not b/c I am mean, or neglectful or any of that jazz, I just feel like I don't know what the he** I am doing...
My own upbringing was so dysfunctional (dad was an alcoholic, mom was (and still is even after 14 yrs of his death) still in denial. (Oh he just drank away from home. Now, he was never home... huh?) I really can smile about it now... kinda.... :O)
I hope everyone had a great weekend!!
I have survived yet another away trip and have remained sober... Thanks to God, you guys support and SR. I have read much more than I have posted... I did have a few moments of (waaah) poor me, can't have wine. So I had some whine (in my head) and ordered coffee.. and some key lime pie... my fave... :o)
I had a lovely weekend and prayed many prayers of thankfulness. I am more blessed than I deserve... I think my biggest trigger (at the moment) is my feeling of not being a good Mom.... not b/c I am mean, or neglectful or any of that jazz, I just feel like I don't know what the he** I am doing...
My own upbringing was so dysfunctional (dad was an alcoholic, mom was (and still is even after 14 yrs of his death) still in denial. (Oh he just drank away from home. Now, he was never home... huh?) I really can smile about it now... kinda.... :O)
I hope everyone had a great weekend!!
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