gettingsobernow

Hey I thought the 40's were the new 30's. I used to have the memory of an elephant so this is very different for me. I can remember everything even minor conversations from high schools and never needed to take note for any of my college lecures. I was one of the lucky ones. Then I started using and it's like someone took the scenes from my life and cut them out. My head Dr says that it can take up to 6 months for my brain to create new connects. It's crazy that I did this to myself. I had no ideal the harm I was causing my own body. I'm not feeling sorry for myself but I apologizing to my body/mind. The worst part is they have installed new computers at work while I was out and I'm the boss yet clueless. I can't start pressuring myself. I'm sure I will figure things out.