coming up to 4 months my feelings
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coming up to 4 months my feelings
Well thought id just drop in and relay how im feeling, about living a sober life not far off 4 mons clean living, and like many here wished id of done this sooner...
but hey i got it now, and never wish to return to the dark old days an ways of old..
no sireee!! done an dusted..
and dont come back..were as before was living the emotional rollercoaster of highs an lows, the extremes are no longer prevailant any more..instead feel im developing a calmness and level headedness, a sense of being with the moments in life and enjoying the here and now...not spending half the days thinking ahead for the highlights of drinking and all the paraphanellia that goes with, and of course waking with the hangovers and sickness,and damm well hardship, of having to be around people, and do a hard days work, whilst physically and mentally, ill/unhappy with the predicaments id maneourved myself into, through my enslavement/addiction to booze, no more..really finding that so much is getting done, and finding new things of interest to do and have a few little projects on the go,im enjoying so much..booze free,
best thing ive ever done, thanks for the help and support here, without which i may of struggled alone for so much longer...wishing you guys well.
but hey i got it now, and never wish to return to the dark old days an ways of old.. no sireee!! done an dusted.. and dont come back..were as before was living the emotional rollercoaster of highs an lows, the extremes are no longer prevailant any more..instead feel im developing a calmness and level headedness, a sense of being with the moments in life and enjoying the here and now...not spending half the days thinking ahead for the highlights of drinking and all the paraphanellia that goes with, and of course waking with the hangovers and sickness,and damm well hardship, of having to be around people, and do a hard days work, whilst physically and mentally, ill/unhappy with the predicaments id maneourved myself into, through my enslavement/addiction to booze, no more..really finding that so much is getting done, and finding new things of interest to do and have a few little projects on the go,im enjoying so much..booze free,best thing ive ever done, thanks for the help and support here, without which i may of struggled alone for so much longer...wishing you guys well.
Congratulations on 4 months 
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Big Congratulations to you Kerb!! I'm so happy your enjoying life without all the madness of drinking. I know for myself the alcohol created most of the chaos. Keep up the good work!
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