Please. Help Me.
12-Step Recovered Alkie
Join Date: May 2010
Location: West Bloomfield, MI
Posts: 5,797
Originally Posted by ARB 
AA.... Seriously? I have been in AA my entire life... AS THE CODEPENDENT! I have never had a drinking problem... everybody else did. And I was there to help THEM! AA? I own a Big Book from the past. I was a "concerned person" with my boyfriend, my sister, my brother-in-law........ I have never had a problem.
Jesus. I know I keep asking this.... but how in the F^%& did this happen to me?
I am angry.
I am filled with resentment.
I am filled with remorse and shame and fear.
SUCKS.
Jesus. I know I keep asking this.... but how in the F^%& did this happen to me?
I am angry.
I am filled with resentment.
I am filled with remorse and shame and fear.
SUCKS.
I'll tell ya, I had to give up on the "why/how did this happen" question.....I wasn't getting any answers and then it dawned on me, figuring out why it happened it isn't nearly as important as recognizing that it happened and figuring out what my next move was. If you suddenly find yourself in the middle of a street, you don't know how you got there, and there's a truck bearing down on you........now is not the time to sit and ponder just how you ended up on the street - get out of the way of the truck.
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