day...
 

eighteen!!!

I have been to a reaggea music festival, EVERYBODY smoked weed, except me. Did not have a single craving. The real danger has been myself for the last couple of years, I don't use for social reasons cause it makes me introvert and silent, lifeless and emotionless.

I drank one zip of alcohol, and that is because I asked a guy for water during a very crowded very hot performance, I thought it was water haha, didn't look. I didn't look at the bottle. It tasted disusting, half warm coke with I guess whiskey. totally gross. I felt guilt somehow for a minute or so, but then I shook it off and went on sober partying.

I started back smoking sigarettes when I quit smoking weed. I started yesterday cutting it a bit down, cause a package a day is staring to hurt my throat. And it aint healthy ofcourse.

im doing it! and I like it!