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a day in the life....
"I have to stop drinking I just can't do that anymore. From now on I'm going to limit myself to no more than one pint.. that way if someone invites me to a bar or something I can act social but not get drunk"
me, walking in to a bar....
"Can I get a pint of Stella please?"
drinks the pint... thoughts inside head "that was fine I don't feel anything at all, clear as a bell"
to the bartender...
"can I get another pint of Stella please?" "thanks"
drinks second pint...
Thoughts inside of head "okay tiny little buzz, not bad, thinking pretty clearly, why not?"
"Hey buddy how 'bout another pint when you get a second".....
drinks third pint and turn to fellas he's been talking to at the bar, "Guys want to split a pitcher?"......
Next morning... "I've got to stop drinking I just can't do that anymore"...

xXBacktoBlackXx

Thank you everyone. You have really told me some things that I've been thinking about. I really appreciate the replies and I have read what everyone has said.

Rusty Zipper

b2b,

good seeing you again on SR

some good shares here

have you heard about the "Yets"?

ask yourself this too,

everytime i drank, i didn't get in trouble,

though everytime i got in trouble, i was drinking

good wishes on your journey b2b

xxooxxoo

rz