Hi everyone, I'm back I was here a while ago, now I'm back. I feel like an *******. I am one so I should feel like one. I'm so sorry everyone, I have let everyone down, including myself. My husband is pissed at me, told me he's had enough. I went back to drinking, not sure why. I know now that I have to stop, well I guess I've known it for awhile but of course I kid myself and think I'm okay. I have to be done for good. I'm not a normal drinker and never will be. Oh God help me. Anyways, I am hoping to attend an AA meeting, maybe on Friday, that seems the soonest possible. N |
Welcome back to SR! Hugs and prayers! Amy |
Welcome back! :) |
You are all awesome Seriously, I am at a point where I think of myself as a complete lowlife loser. Thank you all for being so nice!! I don't feel deserving of it but thank you. N |
You are NOT a low-life. I can call myself a "recovering crackhead" and that's okay. I did a LOT of bad stuff...sunk to lows I never thought I would. We've done what we've done and we can't change that. I just celebrated 3 years clean, yesterday, and there are consequences I'm still paying for because I did some really, really stupid stuff. But ya know what? I have a peace that I don't think I've ever felt in my life. I make decisions today, that I KNOW, without a doubt, I won't have any bad consequences come back and bite me in the a$$. It all started, for me, with the realization that I'd had enough...I simply could not "do this" any more. Getting high just wasn't worth it any more. Hugs and prayers! Amy |
IsIt, you're the most important person in this and you are taking another important step! Good for you. |
Welcome back!:grouphug: |
Welcome back. You sound like me...you can do it! |
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