Still excited, but something is missing...
I'm still in great spirits, but at the same time just have this big empty feeling like something is missing. I'm guessing because this past week and a half I haven't been able to make my normal everyday meetings. Which right now is understandable due to some extremely nasty weather here over the past couple of weeks. All kinds of snow and ice and my normal rides are trying to avoid all the icey roads and all which I understand completely. If I had my own car I'd be avoiding them as well. And I understand that I can't control things like what the weather will be like.
I just have been so used to going to so many meetings over the past year it feels so strange not to be there. Which to me is a good thing. It lets me know how important they are to me and how important the people that are in my life right now are. But, I'm glad I get to be on here tonight with all the wonderful people here tonight. Thanks all for letting me share.
"When a man lies he murders
Some part of the world
These are the pale deaths
Which men miscall their lives
All this I cannot bear
To witness any longer
Cannot the kingdom of salvation
Take me home?"
To Live Is To Die - Metallica