Kjell

Just wanted to tell on myself.

I just recently got a 30 day chip. I'm doing IOP and 90 meetings in 90 days, but I now find myself home alone until Sunday.

I'd be lying if I said my mind hasn't already started to try to talk me into "you know, just grabbing a few beers and enjoying the holidays". Which I know is such crapola. I'd get shyte faced for sure. Thank God I don't have a car right now (b/c I'm a drinker and driver).

I'll call my sponsor today and let him know, but I also wanted to post this on SR.

oh and Happy Holidays!

basIam

call intergroup!

coffeenut

30 days is awesome! I've heard many here say on these milestones (1 month, 2 months...etc) that relapse is a common thought. So, keep that information in your back pocket...and just know you CAN stay sober. Start going through SR and remember why you aren't drinking. Post, post, post!

Getting through this time will make you so strong!

tallcactus

Awesome job on the 30 days.
You have a good plan, call yr sponsor. Do not listen to those thoughts they lie.
Stay strong, do not drink, it is not worth it. 30 days is a great strart and that judge at yr trial will want to know how you have been doing.

Anna

I'm so glad you posted, Kjell. You can get through this and continue with your recovery.

Aysha

Stay close to sober people. And PLEASE dont drink and def dont drive!
Hang in there.

Lenina

Good job on your 30 days! Still close to SR, reach out to sober friends.

Love,

Lenina

bananagrrrl

You don't have to be alone. Go to meetings.

My family might start driving me nuts and I will probably need to a hit a few very soon. Tonight I couldn't make one because of dinner.

Kjell

Well, another day, another success.

Thank you all and Merry Christmas!

endzoner

kjell if u like come into the chat for lil bit .. its pretty quiet in there ill wait for few see if you show up and congrats on 30 days rock on