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adicta 12-06-2009 11:49 PM

H is for Hello
 
Hi,
It took me awhile to figure out how it works and now I m having a hard time putting it into words.Anyways,since there's no nice way to put it,both me and my boyfiend are Heroin addicts,I know it's a no-no,and dating is the only NA rule I've broken.I'm currently clean from my drug of choice and I 'd like to steer clear of chemicals altogether,on/off stuffl like Sub.,pot, and K.I've got a sponsor,I go to N/A,sometimes it's just not enough,I'm feeling kinda spaced out tonight
Best wishes to y'all and thank you

thirtybubba 12-07-2009 12:46 AM

Well... hello back, Adicta. Welcome to SR. :wavey:


Take care,
TB

Dee74 12-07-2009 01:13 AM

Hi Adicta

Welcome to SR. Hope to see you around some more :)

D

adicta 12-07-2009 01:42 AM

.Thank you both.Just for today I'm okay.Well,sort of...The emotional dilemma I'm in makes thing worse.
I'm not sure if this is where I am supposed to post my''thank you''reply.See you soon
C.

Saphie 12-07-2009 07:21 AM

Welcome. My poison is alcohol. I have no advise on Heroin addiction, but you'll find some good people on here that can help you. Don't give into the spaced out feeling. It'll pass.

soberinwpg 12-07-2009 07:25 AM

Welcome. :D

Ananda 12-07-2009 07:27 AM

I was feeling really "wierd" the other night. But just waiting it out is sufficient if you can't talk it out with someone. When I woke the next morning I was OK....

feelings do pass if I let them (hug)

Tazman53 12-07-2009 07:43 AM

Welcome to SR Adicta. Glad to hear you have a sponsor, are you taking the steps with her? For me meetings and a sponsor helped a lot, but taking the steps for me was the key. I am seeing now why the old timers who have taken the steps have that peace and serenity spoken of.

One suggestion is to get into the MIDDLE of the fellowship and the steps, open up to your sponsor and in a general way open up in meetings as well, one reason NA & AA work is we learn from others how they dealt with things we are dealing with.

adicta 12-07-2009 10:04 AM

Good morning and thank y'all.
I thought I was a recovering addict and now I realize that I'm just fooling myself.
I can't be much of a recovering addict and live a really drug-free life while my boyfriend is still in the picture.I'm planning on breaking up with him.I don't know if I can do this.
I have a good relationship with my sponsor,recently she caught me in a lie and yet she's still there for me,I can't believe this.


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