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dedubya 11-25-2009 05:11 AM

dubdate
 
Well yesterday, my first day again after a few months, was a veg day for me (as in I sat on the couch all day and didnt do crap). I have been through stopping (in rehab) once before last May and my day 1 and 2 were horrible- enough said there. wasnt the case yesterday- I was just intolerable/irritable most of the time, so I kind of islolated. Today- I woke up at 3am jittery. I know today is going to be the day I feel it. This, in my opinion and experience, is when your body is realizing you are serious and when you make progress, and I am serious. Anyway, I am good, Thanksgiving is almost here in the US, and as much as I could focus on my demons that want to occupy my brain, I am thankful for what I do have!!! The demons are fighting me, and they have won before, but I think they know that I am serious. I feel good now knowing how great I will feel after......

Hope all have a great Thanksgiving and Best to You All!
Love
Dub

Vulcan 11-25-2009 05:23 AM

Hey, wishing you well. I'm on your side!

endzoner 11-25-2009 05:32 AM

Welcome back Dub.... As you know it will pass .. and each day you stay on the journey to recovery it will get better .. were glad your here .. and you have a relaxing turkey day ~ Endzy~

dedubya 11-25-2009 08:31 AM

i am screwed

soberinwpg 11-25-2009 08:34 AM


Originally Posted by dedubya (Post 2443594)
i am screwed

Why?

Lenina 11-25-2009 08:52 AM

Dubs,

What's going on? Remember, we are here for you! We understand.

Love,

Lenina

Tazman53 11-25-2009 08:53 AM


i am screwed
Why? Still doing the same thing you did in the past to stay sober and hoping this time you will get different results?

dedubya 11-25-2009 09:46 AM

hanging- i knew it was going to be tough. well have fun- i will be trying. you are all so cool- i am going to hang out for a few...will be back. why am i inside on a beautiful day...............going out side..

soberinwpg 11-25-2009 09:48 AM


Originally Posted by dedubya (Post 2443681)
hanging- i knew it was going to be tough. well have fun- i will be trying. you are all so cool- i am going to hang out for a few...will be back. why am i inside on a beautiful day...............going out side..

Be safe.

dedubya 11-25-2009 09:57 AM

Hey all and Lenina
i will try. this one will be tough.
D

soberinwpg 11-25-2009 10:02 AM


Originally Posted by dedubya (Post 2443697)
Hey all and Lenina
i will try. this one will be tough.
D

I don't think I've met very many people who say it's easy. Yeah it's tough but it's worth it.
Do you have anyone you can go and hang out with today?


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