Newbie @ 3 days
Welcome to SR Mirage.
The vast majority of the folks in meetings were scared crapless to go to that first one.
I was not scared really, I just did not want to go!!!! But I wanted to find a solution for my alcoholism after many years of trying to find a solution by myself and just getting worse and worse I knew I had to really do something or I was going to die!
BTW the last 5 years of my drinking I did alone in my garage, one of the signs of being an alcoholic is drinking alone.
Me either, I had this macho male BS that almost killed me!
Keep coming back here no matter what, you know there are ladies only meetings in some areas, I could never have stayed sober in the cyber world, I needed that face to face support.
The thought of attending a meeting of any sort scares the crap outta me.
I was not scared really, I just did not want to go!!!! But I wanted to find a solution for my alcoholism after many years of trying to find a solution by myself and just getting worse and worse I knew I had to really do something or I was going to die!
BTW the last 5 years of my drinking I did alone in my garage, one of the signs of being an alcoholic is drinking alone.
It wasn't supposed to happen to me.
Keep coming back here no matter what, you know there are ladies only meetings in some areas, I could never have stayed sober in the cyber world, I needed that face to face support.
heya and welcome...
I never liked sociale abuse of substances...i always did prefer to do it alone...wether it was xtc, shrooms, speed, alcohol, coke, and my nr.1 enemy marihuana.
God, reading this sentence above makes me feel sick about myself...
I never liked sociale abuse of substances...i always did prefer to do it alone...wether it was xtc, shrooms, speed, alcohol, coke, and my nr.1 enemy marihuana.
God, reading this sentence above makes me feel sick about myself...
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