Thanks for all the posts... It is much appreciated!!
I went to an AA meeting tonight. I had never been to that particular meeting before as it is about 9 miles away and so I drove there and back. I am glad that I went and I 'shared' which was cool. I got a lot from the other shares too. I just felt I 'needed' the meeting and I got a lot from it I think.
Anyway thanks again to all at SR for their ongoing support!!