Kez

Hi Everyone,, day 9 today and dont even want to drink,, i am flat out at uni at the moment so I guess I dont even have a chance to think about it...

i just hope it stays that way!!!!!!

Dee74

good to hear Kez!
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Kez

thanks Dee,, but it does seem really weird, like when im off guard it feels like i need to go somewhere or do something, but i dont know what its like im looking for the drink but not really, sort of....... does that make sense? very uncomfortable feeling...

Sikkisirus

Great news on your 9 days Kez

Wolfchild

Kez

Thanks guys........

Tazman53

Congrats on your 9 days Kez. Remain ever vigilante, that odd feeling you are going through is a whisper..... from 10 days ago....... kind of a lulling way of drawing you back. It took some time for me to quit missing the drinking, not the hell or even the pleasure it brought, but just doing it.

Kind of like missing a lover who treated you like manure, even though you know how much that lover had harmed you, there is still something missing with the lover gone.

Kez

LOL Tazman, the lover that treated you like manure.......

and yeah i think thats what it is, if i was studing at home or somewhere, im pretty sure id identify that feeling with "thinking that i wanted a drink" but thank god to uni that we dont have time to scratch ourselves let alone think of drinking anything,,, (its a pretty intensive week)

and thanks for the warning Sandy, am not looking forward to that, and i am dreading the weekend, even though i got thru the last, i cant imagine any weekend without alcohol,,, by the end of friday it would be yippee i can drink even MORE than i usually do and i can even start earlier the next day because of no work or uni committments arrgghhhhh....

but i just know have to imagine them without alcohol,,