Jay if you have any phone numbers from any of the folks in those meetings call them and just talk about recovery.
Go to some weekend meetings, read the Big Book if you have one, if not you can read it on line. Spend a lot of time here at SR.
BTW I am going to send you my cell phone number via PM, feel free to call me ANY TIME to talk about ANYTHING!
All BB quotes are from the First Edition of the BB
Sobriety date 18 Sept. 2006
Sober today thanks to AA