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Kez 09-23-2009 03:17 AM

sooooooooooo hard
 
This is so hard day 3 and i would of already knocked a few back by now,,, but i sit here with my coke wishing it was a bourbon,,, and to top it off i just busted my husband down the shed with a beer LOL.. i new he wouldnt last long,, oh well this is my fight..... im not gonna have one,, i just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo want one. arrrgghhh :(

Fletch2468 09-23-2009 03:32 AM

Noooooooooo kez, dont have that first drink it'll only bring regret, day 3 is awesome and such an acheivement, keep on with the coke.
Take it minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, you'll get there.
We're doing this together remember, day 3 also. Take it easy.

Kez 09-23-2009 03:35 AM

yep ok, i know....... all of sudden it just became a million% hard,,, but i wont....

Tazman53 09-23-2009 03:35 AM

Kez think it through, where will that one drink lead? If you are like me you will be wanting a second one before you are finished the first!

The hardest thing for me to ever figure out was the fact that it was the first drink that got me drunk, not the 10th!!! As long as I never have that first drink I will never get drunk!

Kez 09-23-2009 03:42 AM

thanks Tazman and yor right i know i will just want more and more, i just feel so weak right now and i dont know why,, i was fine all day.......f@#k

penny74 09-23-2009 03:48 AM

Day 3 was allways the worst day.
Be strong !!!!

Wolf00 09-23-2009 03:49 AM


Originally Posted by Tazman53 (Post 2376239)
Kez think it through, where will that one drink lead? If you are like me you will be wanting a second one before you are finished the first!

The hardest thing for me to ever figure out was the fact that it was the first drink that got me drunk, not the 10th!!! As long as I never have that first drink I will never get drunk!

Yeah I really didn't play my cards right tonight either, went to a casino, did cocaine, and my cell phone is in limbo. good move.

Sikkisirus 09-23-2009 03:55 AM

Hey Kez, stick with the good company you have here. ourbon isn't such great company, its always the same story with bourbon. He's like a stuck record :a043:

Kez 09-23-2009 04:00 AM


Originally Posted by Sikkisirus (Post 2376257)
Hey Kez, stick with the good company you have here. ourbon isn't such great company, its always the same story with bourbon. He's like a stuck record :a043:

thanks and I am, I am glued to the screen with you guys until this feeling passes and yor right he is like a stuck record.......

Sikkisirus 09-23-2009 04:30 AM

Good to hear. And there's a pretty cool arcade here too. Now if I could only get more high scores :tapping

Anna 09-23-2009 04:34 AM

Keep working at it, Kez!

Dee74 09-23-2009 04:43 AM

Everytime you ride the cravings out Kez, you gain a little bit extra skill at doing it next time...it really does get easier.

Don't let the Aussies down Kez! :)
D

Kez 09-23-2009 04:43 AM


Originally Posted by Sikkisirus (Post 2376281)
Good to hear. And there's a pretty cool arcade here too. Now if I could only get more high scores :tapping

where could I find it Sikki??

Kez 09-23-2009 04:44 AM


Originally Posted by Dee74 (Post 2376297)
Everytime you ride the cravings out Kez, you gain a little bit extra skill at doing it next time...it really does get easier.

Don't let the Aussies down Kez! :)
D

I hope it does,,, and I wont let us down, Im trying real hard......

tommyk 09-23-2009 05:16 AM

Keep coming back. ;)

Cravings are just the disease lying.

Sikkisirus 09-23-2009 05:22 AM

Top of the board Kez :c014:

Kez 09-23-2009 05:22 AM


Originally Posted by tommyk (Post 2376342)
Keep coming back. ;)

Cravings are just the disease lying.

thankyou Tommyk and I will,,, what do you mean though the disease lying? do you mean its just trying to suck you back in?

QuinTE 09-23-2009 08:02 AM


Originally Posted by Sikkisirus (Post 2376257)
Standing in a church makes you no more of a Christian than standing in a garage makes you a car.

The past is a strange place. They do things differently there.

Are these yours? If not can you attribute. I'd like to include them in my 16+ pages of very excellent quotes. I keep a running list on my computer of quotes that have jumped out at me.


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