My first "real" Day One
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My first "real" Day One
I'm a bit of an emotional wreck right now, coming up on my witching hour of Day ONE of my journey. I've stopped before, I don't know if this time will be different, but reading all of your inspirational posts is already helping. I drink up to two bottles of wine a night at least four nights a week. Sometimes with a cocktail or couple beers thrown in. Can't remember the last time it was "fun" - it was just any old night of the week.
I hope I can do this so my kids get their parent back.
Wish me luck.
I hope I can do this so my kids get their parent back.
Wish me luck.
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I am right there with you, it is my day one too, and as 5:00 draws closer, it's harder and harder to stop thinking about the thought of not drinking when I get home.
I know how you feel, it's not fun, or enjoyable anymore, it's a routine and a viscious cycle.
I wish you all the luck and strength in the world.
I know how you feel, it's not fun, or enjoyable anymore, it's a routine and a viscious cycle.
I wish you all the luck and strength in the world.
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Join Date: Jun 2009
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!I love your name 1909, that did not excape me, I know where U R coming from.
The witching hour...had to laugh @ that, can say I honestly know, I call it my 11th hour....
Your @ the right place today. Lots of LOVE here and support. U R not alone...
Laughter and
music saves me...Stay strong.
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Join Date: Aug 2009
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Welcome! I am new myself and am on day 2! I'm also on an emotional roller coaster today but physically I feel better than I have in a long time. I am with you that my drinking just became routine and it was more habit than anything else. I drank my miller lite with everything I did (except work). At home I would vacuum with 1 hand and miller lite in the other. So today I feel just a little bit lost. Its my day off and normally I would be cleaning house like crazy having my beer. Working without it, has been slow going today but I'm taking it one step at a time.
Again welcome, best wishes!
Have A Magical Day!
Again welcome, best wishes!
Have A Magical Day!
NIKKI
Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: sharon pa
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:I AM ON DAY ONE ALSO OF TRYING TO GET THE DEMON OFF OF MY BACK. I AM ADDICTED TO OPIATES AND I HAVE LET MY PARENTING SKILLS DRIFT AWAY FROM ME AND I AM SCARED I WILL NEVER GET THEM BACK. I HAVE ATTEMPTED TO STOP MANY OF TIMES BEFORE AND FAILED. THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE BECAUSE I JUST GET DEEPER AND DEEPER EACH AND EVERY TIME. I AM SO AFRAID THAT ONE DAY I WILL LOOSE MY CHILDREN TO THIS HORID DRUG!!!!!! PLEASE IF YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE ON HOW TO DO THIS AND STAY OFF PLEASE LET ME KNOW, I AM WILLING TO TRY ANYTHING TO WIN THIS BATTLE. GOOD LUCK AND IF I CAN BE OF ANY ASSISTANCE LET ME KNOW!!!! MISERABLE AND CONFUSED!!!
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Originally Posted by LookingForward 
I am right there with you, it is my day one too, and as 5:00 draws closer, it's harder and harder to stop thinking about the thought of not drinking when I get home.
I know how you feel, it's not fun, or enjoyable anymore, it's a routine and a viscious cycle.
I wish you all the luck and strength in the world.
I know how you feel, it's not fun, or enjoyable anymore, it's a routine and a viscious cycle.
I wish you all the luck and strength in the world.
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