I woke up to sunshine in my very own bed this morning.
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I woke up to sunshine in my very own bed this morning.
The alarm clock went off and I rolled over and what did I see?
My 2 yr old little cousin just laying next to me chillin. LOL.
My gram said she was layin there so quiet for like an hour.
I had a real bad day at work.
I was in the worst mood and aggravated at everything.
Got home and it all went away.
Went up to my aunts for my bday dinner. Cheeseburgers!!
My fav!
Played with the kids. Got soem really nice cards and got a gift card to go to a restaurant.
My aunt got me some really nice silky smooth soft 300 count sheets for my new king size bed!
They are like a rose color and they are so soft and nice.
And the best present of all was a picture dvd my cousin made for me.
It has all kinds of pictures of me and my twin cousins and my grams and gramps and aunt when we were kids and growing up.
It was the best. I got all crying watching it.
I wish I knew how to DL it on my computer and post it.
It was a very good day to remember to be grateful.
Taking it easy and enjoying the simple things.
I am so blessed. I really really am.
I feel like I dont deserve this life I have.
I dont have much. I dont have much going on either.
But I couldnt ask for a better family.
And all of you witht the bday thread really got me emotional.
Life isnt bad. It could be so much worse.
My 2 yr old little cousin just laying next to me chillin. LOL.
My gram said she was layin there so quiet for like an hour.
I had a real bad day at work.
I was in the worst mood and aggravated at everything.
Got home and it all went away.
Went up to my aunts for my bday dinner. Cheeseburgers!!
My fav!
Played with the kids. Got soem really nice cards and got a gift card to go to a restaurant.
My aunt got me some really nice silky smooth soft 300 count sheets for my new king size bed!
They are like a rose color and they are so soft and nice.
And the best present of all was a picture dvd my cousin made for me.
It has all kinds of pictures of me and my twin cousins and my grams and gramps and aunt when we were kids and growing up.
It was the best. I got all crying watching it.
I wish I knew how to DL it on my computer and post it.
It was a very good day to remember to be grateful.
Taking it easy and enjoying the simple things.
I am so blessed. I really really am.
I feel like I dont deserve this life I have.
I dont have much. I dont have much going on either.
But I couldnt ask for a better family.
And all of you witht the bday thread really got me emotional.
Life isnt bad. It could be so much worse.
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(((Trish)))
I'm glad you had a good birthday. The picture dvd sounds great, but waking up to a precious little one who adores you sounds even better
Here's to many, many more days like today!!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
I'm glad you had a good birthday. The picture dvd sounds great, but waking up to a precious little one who adores you sounds even better
Here's to many, many more days like today!!
Hugs and prayers!
Amy
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Thanks for sharing. Today was my birthday too and if it was for all the family that loved me, supported me, where the hell would I be, but at another "yet" in a crossroad of my mapped out, planned for me life.
Our President had a birthday today too.
Glad you day was good and happy, with family and favorite food.
So many similarities in how our day was spend. I loved all my cards the best, I love to read the words.
Our President had a birthday today too.
Glad you day was good and happy, with family and favorite food.
So many similarities in how our day was spend. I loved all my cards the best, I love to read the words.
Congrats :day6
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Thx everyone. I am still in bliss from it all.
The kids have been real attached to me lately. Alot more than they usually are.
Especially the oldest who is 7. He really never hugs me and stuff. And he has been wanting to sleep in my bed and has hugged me everyday.
I have been trying to do things with him. He is such a worrier. And too self sufficient for a kid his age. Due to my cousin being so self absorbed with a married man she is dating. And she is gone for a week onn a trip with him. Well the wife found out and called her phone. And the guy told her if his wife wants to work it out. He is going to stay with her. DUH!! This guy has been stringing her along for 15 mos. But I cant feel bad for her becasue I have no respect for her messign with a married man. Its not like she found out after the fact.
Anyway. My little cousin and his sister are always here. I cant say she is a bad mom. But she is defiantely selfish and has her priorities real screwed up.
I swear if I ever get so stupid over a man..Someone shoot me.
I dont get her and dont even try anymore.
But those kids are the light in ever dark.
I look at them and the love I feel is indescribable.
I would die for those kids.
I never want them to hurt or feel, or experience the bad things in life.
I look at them and my heart fills with hope and joy.
I am in love. I def am in love.
The kids have been real attached to me lately. Alot more than they usually are.
Especially the oldest who is 7. He really never hugs me and stuff. And he has been wanting to sleep in my bed and has hugged me everyday.
I have been trying to do things with him. He is such a worrier. And too self sufficient for a kid his age. Due to my cousin being so self absorbed with a married man she is dating. And she is gone for a week onn a trip with him. Well the wife found out and called her phone. And the guy told her if his wife wants to work it out. He is going to stay with her. DUH!! This guy has been stringing her along for 15 mos. But I cant feel bad for her becasue I have no respect for her messign with a married man. Its not like she found out after the fact.
Anyway. My little cousin and his sister are always here. I cant say she is a bad mom. But she is defiantely selfish and has her priorities real screwed up.
I swear if I ever get so stupid over a man..Someone shoot me.
I dont get her and dont even try anymore.
But those kids are the light in ever dark.
I look at them and the love I feel is indescribable.
I would die for those kids.
I never want them to hurt or feel, or experience the bad things in life.
I look at them and my heart fills with hope and joy.
I am in love. I def am in love.
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