of course he calls me on one of the worst days ive ever had..
 

real bad day. old oxy dealer called. i almost have 4 months clean..

pray for me.

thanks.

Can you block the number or change your number? Do what you have to do to avoid toxic people.

Hang out at SR all day/night to keep sane if you have to.

I have only talked to you once but I have read many of your posts/advice and you are such a kind, compassionate, lovely girl. You have a whole amazing future ahead of you.

I will pray that you get through this ****** day. Please take care of yourself, you deserve it.
Stay focused. You can do this.

Also, definitely block the number.

Oh...I forgot.

He doesn't care about your clean time or your mental well-being. He only cares about money.

I almost have 4 months, too. This Saturday I'll hit the mark for sure. Congratulations on your clean time! :)

Gotta go to work soon...keep your head up. :hug:

If he calls again tell him the cops are staking you out and tapping the phone.

Then change your number.

Do you have call display... dont answer or just tell him that you are trying to stay away from the stuff and anyone who reminds you of it (AKA dealers)

Be strong!! You rule, oxy drools!

"of course he calls me on one of the worst days ive ever had.. ."

Good test, huh?

He could call me on any day of my life... and it wouldn't matter for sh*t.

I'd tell the m*therf*cker where to put it.

Keep coming back, Rach. ;)

Hi Rach, I hope you are doing ok and hanging in there. :hug:

chama chama chammaaaa chammeleeoon.

Blech, dealers. Talk about scum. And Bam's right. He doesn't care about you, just the money honey. But I'm sure you know that. ;) Hang in there and keep us posted!

Where are you? I hope you're still here Girl. You don't have to do it.

Hi Rach, u are going to make it... there is too much to lose and nothing to gain by the other life. As for that creep, buy a guard dog if u have to, but dont let him anywhere near u. Stay strong and u will b a different person in a week.

Don't do it Rachel. You have way too much going for you to fall backwards. Remember your sobriety, and how great you feel NOW without it! Stay strong, and keep us updated!

hey i made it through thanks to good friends. thanks for all the support, i love SR!

AWESOME! Good for you! Glad you came through it. Now you know how strong you really are. I guess you can say it was a good test and now you know you can handle it! Proud of you!

Good work!!