Cutting down instead of quitting
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Cutting down instead of quitting
I chose to drink on vacation, and I'm not sure I regret it. It definitely made some days easier. Now I'm thinking I should go back to drinking on weekends instead of the daily drinking I used to do. Did anyone succeed in cutting down instead of quitting?
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Originally Posted by effortjoy 
Did anyone succeed in cutting down instead of quitting?
We do not like to pronounce any individual as alcoholic, but you can quickly diagnose yourself, step over to the nearest barroom and try some controlled drinking. Try to drink and stop abruptly. Try it more than once. It will not take long for you to decide, if you are honest with yourself about it. It may be worth a bad case of jitters if you get a full knowledge of your condition.
Big Book quote from the 1st Edition of Alcoholics Anonymous, pgs. 31 & 32.
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Let me know if it works for you... something I have thought of trying but not sure I can do it. I was never an everyday drinker or anything, more of a every second or third day type girl. I just got sick and tired of how much time I devoted to it. Yuk.
Drinking on weekends would still steal away all those hours of things I would rather be doing than drinking I think...
Dunno, let me know how it works for you
Drinking on weekends would still steal away all those hours of things I would rather be doing than drinking I think...
Dunno, let me know how it works for you
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Originally Posted by shelly009
Let me know if it works for you... something I have thought of trying but not sure I can do it. I was never an everyday drinker or anything, more of a every second or third day type girl. I just got sick and tired of how much time I devoted to it. Yuk.
Drinking on weekends would still steal away all those hours of things I would rather be doing than drinking I think...
Dunno, let me know how it works for you
Drinking on weekends would still steal away all those hours of things I would rather be doing than drinking I think...
Dunno, let me know how it works for you
Originally Posted by shelly009
This is embarrassing because I am a wife and a mother and should know better but over the last 3 years alcohol has seemed to have gotten the better of me. We have always drank, my husband and I, socially and were often the ones hosting the parties and BBQs for the last 10 years. We always had a great turn out and everyone had alot of fun... I have never been one to get completely wasted where I would be slurring, falling down or starting fights. For the most part I was a really happy drunk.
About 2 years ago, I noticed that I was getting drunker than usual and wanting to drink by myself at night even when there was nothing going on. I found myself hanging out with friends I wouldnt normally hangout with just because I knew they would be drinking. I can handle alot of booze for someone my size (5'5 145 lbs) I was drinking about 10 drinks 3-4 nights a week. I never seemed that drunk, my hangovers were never that bad and the kids never really saw me drinking (always after they were asleep) so I guess no one really noticed.
I finally told my husband that I wanted to quit and he said "Cant you just moderate, dont F*&! this up for everyone else" Again, our social life was quite a huge part of our existance and he felt like he had no problem moderating his drinking.
ANYWAY... to skip ahead, over the last year things are still on a progressive downhill. I still havnt hit a huge bottom - unless kicking my husband out of the house after coming home drunk last week counts - but I have decided that I no longer want drinking and the party atmosphere in my life anymore. I was always afraid that I would lose my lifestyle and my husband if I couldnt learn to moderate my drinking... but I cant and I know that now... so as far as I am concerned, if my friends and husband cant understand I am better off without them.
This is day 2 for me and I couldnt be happier... I plan to stick around. Great to meet you all.
About 2 years ago, I noticed that I was getting drunker than usual and wanting to drink by myself at night even when there was nothing going on. I found myself hanging out with friends I wouldnt normally hangout with just because I knew they would be drinking. I can handle alot of booze for someone my size (5'5 145 lbs) I was drinking about 10 drinks 3-4 nights a week. I never seemed that drunk, my hangovers were never that bad and the kids never really saw me drinking (always after they were asleep) so I guess no one really noticed.
I finally told my husband that I wanted to quit and he said "Cant you just moderate, dont F*&! this up for everyone else" Again, our social life was quite a huge part of our existance and he felt like he had no problem moderating his drinking.
ANYWAY... to skip ahead, over the last year things are still on a progressive downhill. I still havnt hit a huge bottom - unless kicking my husband out of the house after coming home drunk last week counts - but I have decided that I no longer want drinking and the party atmosphere in my life anymore. I was always afraid that I would lose my lifestyle and my husband if I couldnt learn to moderate my drinking... but I cant and I know that now... so as far as I am concerned, if my friends and husband cant understand I am better off without them.
This is day 2 for me and I couldnt be happier... I plan to stick around. Great to meet you all.
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effortjoy - I haven't had a chance to look at your first posts but if you can have a couple of beers & call it a night... good for you enjoy!
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For me, 1 drink and I am done... not because of 1 drink its the many more that follow it
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Ok I looked back at your first post & your not getting some kind of free pass endorsement from me ;-)
You might really want to reconsider this one before you think about your "cutting back" weekend program.
You might really want to reconsider this one before you think about your "cutting back" weekend program.
Originally Posted by effortjoy
This is my fifth day of quitting. I am living in a foreign country and cannot find a suitable AA group though I think that I need one. Are there AA groups online? I never hit 'rock bottom' so I think I am still wavering between defining myself as a person who likes to drink and an alcoholic. Here's a summary of my story:
Started drinking when I was thirteen years old but mostly only in the summers or sometimes on weekends. I was a student in an elite private school and stayed at the top of my class. I had divorced parents and an absent mother, and starting when I was sixteen I started drinking to numb the pain of being ignored. Still the drinking was somewhat under control and I was accepted to an Ivy League college where I maintained a high average while getting drunk every weekend. After college I got married and stopped drinking for a few years. But soon the stress of moving to a foreign country, having three kids under the age of three and completing my Masters at the same time became too much. I started drinking every now and then but not every day. Then my beloved grandmother passed away and I lost it. She was the only one who cared about me when I was growing up. I started drinking every day, but only when I thought it was safe. Not when I was working. Never before driving. And never before my husband was available to care for the children. I stopped when I became pregnant again four years later and I stayed sober throughout the pregnancy though I longed for a drink. Began drinking again after the baby was born but never in a way that could hurt my children. Never drank in the morning. Never when I was alone caring for my children etc. Continued to work, maintain a near spotless household, drove carpool (always sober) and drank more each day in the late afternoon. I never slurred my speech or acted crazy so I don't think my husband even knew though my drinking definitely bothered him at times. I was drinking a least a bottle of wine a day or half a bottle of Absolute. One day I looked in the mirror and couldn't recognize myself. Though I always ran and maintained my weight even during the worst of my drinking binges- I looked bloated, dark circles under the eyes, bloodshot eyes and my once sharp thinking abilities were definitely dulling into "brain fog." I didn't want to be this kind of mother. I didn't want to be this kind of person. So I stopped on my own, but I don't know if i can keep going. I'm exhausted and all the ordinary stresses of my life are still here and I can't even tell my husband because I don't want him to think that I'm an alcoholic. I can't tell anybody really, and I feel so alone and so vulnerable to starting again. The real problem is that drinking made me more patient, more fun and I was still leading a normal life on the outside. What should I do?
Started drinking when I was thirteen years old but mostly only in the summers or sometimes on weekends. I was a student in an elite private school and stayed at the top of my class. I had divorced parents and an absent mother, and starting when I was sixteen I started drinking to numb the pain of being ignored. Still the drinking was somewhat under control and I was accepted to an Ivy League college where I maintained a high average while getting drunk every weekend. After college I got married and stopped drinking for a few years. But soon the stress of moving to a foreign country, having three kids under the age of three and completing my Masters at the same time became too much. I started drinking every now and then but not every day. Then my beloved grandmother passed away and I lost it. She was the only one who cared about me when I was growing up. I started drinking every day, but only when I thought it was safe. Not when I was working. Never before driving. And never before my husband was available to care for the children. I stopped when I became pregnant again four years later and I stayed sober throughout the pregnancy though I longed for a drink. Began drinking again after the baby was born but never in a way that could hurt my children. Never drank in the morning. Never when I was alone caring for my children etc. Continued to work, maintain a near spotless household, drove carpool (always sober) and drank more each day in the late afternoon. I never slurred my speech or acted crazy so I don't think my husband even knew though my drinking definitely bothered him at times. I was drinking a least a bottle of wine a day or half a bottle of Absolute. One day I looked in the mirror and couldn't recognize myself. Though I always ran and maintained my weight even during the worst of my drinking binges- I looked bloated, dark circles under the eyes, bloodshot eyes and my once sharp thinking abilities were definitely dulling into "brain fog." I didn't want to be this kind of mother. I didn't want to be this kind of person. So I stopped on my own, but I don't know if i can keep going. I'm exhausted and all the ordinary stresses of my life are still here and I can't even tell my husband because I don't want him to think that I'm an alcoholic. I can't tell anybody really, and I feel so alone and so vulnerable to starting again. The real problem is that drinking made me more patient, more fun and I was still leading a normal life on the outside. What should I do?
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Shelly... dont even "think" about it. You know what will end up happening. You are doing so well, stop it.
When we start to feel better we forget just how rotten drinking actually is.
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I wan't the good-times but get real f*cked off during the lows. I have just got back from a house of people who drink/drug very,very heavily but I think the thing that sets me apart from them is that the "Lows" that I get when coming down are indescribably 'Low' to the point where I wonder how they can keep doing it, I certainly couldn't and I think that is fundamental as well when it comes to heavy drinker vs alcoholic. I literally can't cope during the comedown and don't "want! to feel like it. 'They' just accept it and move on.
No-one EVER regretted not drinking in the great-scheme of things. My "conscience" really bugs me too, some people just don't care but I do. Damn Jimimy cricket (or whatever it's called) haha
My advice is dont drink to be honest, ain't worth it but it sure gets ya by the B*llocks.
No-one EVER regretted not drinking in the great-scheme of things. My "conscience" really bugs me too, some people just don't care but I do. Damn Jimimy cricket (or whatever it's called) haha
My advice is dont drink to be honest, ain't worth it but it sure gets ya by the B*llocks.
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Originally Posted by shelly009
Thanks!! I needed that. Pulling up old posts, you sneak! But good on ya.
When we start to feel better we forget just how rotten drinking actually is.
When we start to feel better we forget just how rotten drinking actually is.
Feel free to pull up my first post when I post about the possibility of drinking again or look like I am starting to slip.
Take Care,
NB
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Effortjoy, Don't think I met anyone who could have one or two drinks after thinking they had a problem. I am not ready to try. My feeling is some probably do go back to a few after thinking they were drinking too much but I think they were never on this site. I do believe that only people who think they have a problem would look for a website for alcoholics which is one of the sayings "if you think you have a problem you probably do". Good luck and stick around for a while.
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Every time I tried, I ended up worse off than before.
I finally decided to stop the madness for good, and have never regretted it. As long as the thought is just gone, that I'll ever drink again.. I find myself never thinking of it
I finally decided to stop the madness for good, and have never regretted it. As long as the thought is just gone, that I'll ever drink again.. I find myself never thinking of it
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It seems that you are not sure whether you are an alcoholic or not. That is a valid question; a person who is not an alcoholic can step back and walk away from the booze without feeling deprived, or without obsessing about it. An alcoholic can't step back and walk away. We inevitably experience that moment when we find ourselves wanting to go back for more, obsessing over why we can/can't, should/shouldn't drink, wanting to drink anyway, finding the resolve not to, but then caving and drinking in the end....etc, etc.
A normal person doesn't go through that array of emotions.
My husband can leave a bottle of whiskey on the kitchen counter for weeks. Walk by it several times a day and not even register it is there. That is impossible for me. After ten minutes, the bottle is talking to me. After twenty minutes, it starts singing. A little label appears round the neck of the bottle: it says: "drink me". It changes sizes too: it grows ten feet tall and the rest of the house and the back yard disappear. There is nothing else in the world but me and that bottle. After 30 minutes, I am ready for the Betty Ford hotline.
Yeah, it turns real Alice in Wonderland around here when there is a bottle of alcohol loose in my house. (There is alcohol in my house, in a locked liquor cabinet, I put the lock on it and my family cooperates.) Maybe in a few months, or years, I can handle having liquor in my house. But for now, I can't.
Ordinary people can cut down, but for most alcoholics, if not all, cutting down means "postponing".
I'll go ahead and repeat the best advice you've gotten here: just perform the test mentioned earlier in this thread.
I also live in a foreign country and found an active international AA group with English speakers. My home group is Swedish speaking.
A normal person doesn't go through that array of emotions.
My husband can leave a bottle of whiskey on the kitchen counter for weeks. Walk by it several times a day and not even register it is there. That is impossible for me. After ten minutes, the bottle is talking to me. After twenty minutes, it starts singing. A little label appears round the neck of the bottle: it says: "drink me". It changes sizes too: it grows ten feet tall and the rest of the house and the back yard disappear. There is nothing else in the world but me and that bottle. After 30 minutes, I am ready for the Betty Ford hotline.
Yeah, it turns real Alice in Wonderland around here when there is a bottle of alcohol loose in my house. (There is alcohol in my house, in a locked liquor cabinet, I put the lock on it and my family cooperates.) Maybe in a few months, or years, I can handle having liquor in my house. But for now, I can't.
Ordinary people can cut down, but for most alcoholics, if not all, cutting down means "postponing".
I'll go ahead and repeat the best advice you've gotten here: just perform the test mentioned earlier in this thread.
I also live in a foreign country and found an active international AA group with English speakers. My home group is Swedish speaking.
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almost every 'day after' I would say I was going to cut down, it never worked for me. I haven't had a drink in nearly 2 years and life is wonderful. I have no doubt that I could go out right now and have just 1 or 2 drinks w/o a problem, but I also know that the next time I'd likely say "ok I had 2 now I can have 3" and so on and so on. I have somehow brainwashed myself (and I'm happy that I have) so that even the smell of alchol and sometimes just the thought of it makes me nauseated, I've also convinced myself that having more than 1 or 2 will kill me and it won't be a slow death but a painful 1 so I won't drink.
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Alcohol is Progressive
I’ve tried "cutting back Thousands of times before I QUIT. It seem, at least for me that drinking is A PROGRESSIVE thing. I started with beer only, then a few shots with the beer, before i quit it was straight alcohol only- I preferred 100 proof!. at the first I drank only on special occasions- 25 yrs ago, at the last I would rather drink alone.
I am sure everyone is different- my wife can drink one beer and quit- I never could, it just got worse and worse. maybe you can handle it, only time will tell if, I knew then what I know now I would never have started in the first place. Drinking has caused me too much pain and misery!!
I am sure everyone is different- my wife can drink one beer and quit- I never could, it just got worse and worse. maybe you can handle it, only time will tell if, I knew then what I know now I would never have started in the first place. Drinking has caused me too much pain and misery!!
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Whats wrong with not drinking??
Honestly, its just a well marketed idea that drinking is where its at. From my brief time being sober, I feel great, not world record great but content. I wouldnt feel this way should i go back drinking, as I know for a fact that after a week of 'moderate social drinking' I would be as bad as ever.
I wouldnt take the chance. Instead, take up a passtime that u used to do as a kid and join a group dedicated to it. Invest the same amount of time doing it and see how u feel in a month.
Honestly, its just a well marketed idea that drinking is where its at. From my brief time being sober, I feel great, not world record great but content. I wouldnt feel this way should i go back drinking, as I know for a fact that after a week of 'moderate social drinking' I would be as bad as ever.
I wouldnt take the chance. Instead, take up a passtime that u used to do as a kid and join a group dedicated to it. Invest the same amount of time doing it and see how u feel in a month.
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