vegibean

Seriously. I wake up and life slams me out of bed. At night?? Zzzzzzzzz..........

Anyway, I did look at cheaper apts. last night and I still wouldn't be able to afford them. SOMETHING HAS GOT TO GIVE!!!!! F-ing stress!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to see the landlord today and give her the letter to quit my lease. She is going to work with me. No eviction, I am very HAPPY about that.

I had a talk with my boss yesterday and told him all that is going on. So at least that's out there. He did say that if I want to take a specific day off so I can take care of my "stuff" that he's absolutely ok with that. So that's great.

I'm also doing all the other things that I need to do. I'm really doing it you guys. I feel like throwing my hands up in the air sometimes but I am doing it.

For all you "newbies", I'm telling you, I wouldn't be able to do all of this if I didn't have all the tools, steps, sponsor and support that I get from my "sober" community. Heh, this site?? Let me tell you how grateful I am for this place today!!!

I'm so glad I joined this site ASAP when I got out of my treatment center and started getting to know a lot of people here. I'm glad I found a little internet home to come to and just be.

I have enjoyed supporting others, I was honored to be able to do meetings and now when I'm really feeling the "pain" it's coming back to me through this site as well. This place is a God Send.

:ghug

Jomey

Sounds like you are doing all the right things, Vegi. Hang in there, a break has to be right around the corner. I am sooooo proud of you for staying sober and doing the hard work. Hugs, Jomey

stone

(((Veg)))

Horselover

I was wondering about you last night and went to check, but the site was down. I am really happy that things are starting to find a place and its not all bad. Thank God for understanding landlords and bosses. That can mean a world of difference. Hugs - Sarah

Gypsy Feet

(((veg)))

least

:ghug3 Glad you are finding a bit of relief in your life. And yes, staying sober helps so much to deal with 'life' and all its in's and out's, up's and down's.

Anna

Hi Vegibean,

I am glad that you're getting through this difficult time, bit by bit.

Believe808

Hi Vegi I had so much fun with you yesterday and just needed you to know you helped me in more ways than you could imagine. My life is very upset right now and after taking the action all I can do is Turn it Over and pray. I posted a thread about how God does not save us just to beat us down. I have to hold on to that and hopefully you will too. I pray that all will be well with you my friend. Let it go for now and enjoy your day.

24hrsAday

hi vegibean! ODAAT!!!

KenL

That is so awesome...I love hearing the good stuff. Keep it up vegi!!! You're doing great!

Aysha

I am glad to see some positivity in you.
And I never get sick of you. I worry if you dont post.
Just keep doing the right thing.

coffeenut

Keep your chin up, girl!

vegibean

Ok, the thank you buttons are not there but thank you everybody. *SIGH*

I'm getting there.