Originally Posted by gravity

It's been a gradual process.

For the first few months, I did my best to avoid triggers (people, places, and things). I used this time to immerse myself in recovery (12 steps, meetings, SR, spiritual readings).

But life happens! I can’t spend all of my time hiding at home & in AA meetings. And there are situations that are simply unavoidable.

Initially, I was a little tentative about being around alcohol but some of the things I enjoy the most involve other people drinking – concerts, football games, get-togethers (family & friends), camping.

But with each successful experience, I grew more confident & relaxed around alcohol. Today, it really doesn't bother me at all!

I won’t go to places where the main purpose is to get drunk (for example, certain bars I used to hang out at). It’s not that I’m scared but rather because I don’t want to. I don’t go to casinos because I’m not a gambler, I don’t go to golf courses because I don’t golf, etc. Why would I go to a bar?

My AA experience is what has brought me to this day, this clarity of mind. I believe that I am safe & protected when I am around alcohol. As long as I am spiritually fit, I will not drink. I don’t have to worry about it anymore.