Gypsy Feet

I was a 411 operator back in the day! We used to have a perv who would call and ask what kind of shoes we were wearing. I was young and naive, and thought I was pretty smart so when he called me I said "I'm not wearing shoes, I'm barefoot"

He totally went into a gross out panting moaning thing and freaked me out hard hahah

Now a days I can't pay a man to pant over my feet!!

SillyBilly

Note- physically starting to feel like s**t. Dammit, even though I'm used to it. headache started, feeling sick, I was coughing so much on the way to work, my body is going "Yay, let's expel all these toxins" although it's making it harder to stay peppy at here work actually. Heartburn included. Looking forward to tonight, where I expect to feel sick as a dog and in pain for most of the night. Day 1 was easy for me, day two already feels hard, but I'm so proud of myself for last night that I'm determined to make it through tonight aswell. I really should stop posting and get back to work, I keep taking breaks when a wave of nausea hits me or my head starts throbbing. Eck.

SillyBilly

Eww gross uglyeyes. I've only been here for a month or so, and during the induction the trainers informed us well of the 'foot-fetish' guys who would call up and moan to the girls. Lucky me I'm a bloke, I've already had heaps of calls, especially late at night, where I'll answer and I'll hear deep breathing/panting on the other end of the line, but soon as they hear it's a man on the phone they hang right up.

I still get heaps of calls from horny guys phoning escort agencies, mostly on the weekend. Some of them are heaps quiet and embarassed about it, they hang up if I ask what type of business they're after, others have probably been doing it for years and so straight out, "It's a brothel mate"

Gypsy Feet

I'm sorry your not feeling well

SillyBilly

I keep having to clear my throat in-between each call. And constantly swallow to dull this acid-reflux. Sorry for being so open with the physical side, but I feel I'm going to share most things during my stay here, so expect it

I refuse to go and stay in another detox clinic. I HATE being in there. It's like being somewhere in between a prison, a hospital and a cheap motel. They pump you full of sedatives, all there is to pass time really is sit around, smoking cigarettes, drinking coffee and talk to the other inpatients. And when you leave they send you home with benzos! I've spent time in detox thrice, off the top of my head, and each time I came out I rapidly returned to using. Ough tonight is going to be horrible. Last time I wanted to detox my GP insisted I take Diazepam, because he was worried about me having a seizure. I used it for a few days, I made him write out the script so I had to take the tablets in the pharmacy in front of the pharmacist, so I wouldn't abuse the pills.

It worked last time, I stayed sober for about two weeks. I refuse to rely on medication to manage my withdrawal symptoms this time. I didn't want to last time, but as my drinking habit was heavy, my GP insisted and I caved. This time it's all up to me. I haven't been using hard & heavy every day so I know I can ride through this safely without medica supervision. However I will be monitoring myself, as best I can, and the one thing I know to look out for is confusion. If I start getting really lost & confused I may trek to the emergency room, after a phone call to a trained specialist, like a nurse or D&A counsellor first. I'd rather be in my own home personally. Only because at home there are so many things I can do to occupy myself and comfort me. Ok back to work.

SillyBilly

Thanks Lisa. Wow, this is starting to get bad. I may have to ask to go home early. I have two & a half hours left in my shift. My upset stomach is throwing me off the most. My headache is only mild but I can feel the withdrawal process really starting.

SillyBilly

I'm shivering, yet I'm sweating. Yep, definitely physical withdrawal happening. Sorry for all these posts, I don't think there's any rule on 'over-posting' is there? I sure hope not.

Jade19

How you doing Billy?

SillyBilly

Better thank you Jade. I keep taking sips on my water to keep acid burn down. Ate a little food on my break, and I'm sipping on iced coffee to keep my alertness up a bit. Only 1 hour and a half till I can go home, I can see myself sticking around, the extra $$$ for working Sunday is totally worth it LOL

SillyBilly

Link to day two thread here -

Sorry if I'm not allowed to make a new thread, I guess I felt kinda popular being so welcomed by so many members already. Plus I'm going through withdrawal now so every little decision I make now is going to be very difficult. "Please bear with me"