Hello, I am back! This is my third time quitting drinking. It was about a year ago that I realized I am an alchoholic, I tried AA twice but I have realized it is not for me. Today is day 2 for me and the longest I have gone is 60 days, which was one of the best times of my life. I keep tricking myself into thinking I am not actually an alchoholic as I had a high bottom, but still this way of life is torture. Getting, having, and protecting the alcohol is horrible and so is hiding this all. I only drink in private late at night, my entire family (I live only with my teen daughter, I am very careful about only having a bit before she goes to sleep) thinks I don't drink at all and so do many of my friends. Sooo, I am back again and happy to be here! I am using the support here at SR, the power of the universe, meditation, and affirmations this time around. Thank you, I am so glad to be here. Beach Angel |
Hi Beach Angel, Your statement about getting, having and protecting the alcohol being horrible, sure hit home with me. I protected the alcohol with my life and almost lost everything trying to do that. You are blessed that you are a high-bottom person, but be aware that this disease is progressive. There is lots of support here and lots of roads to recovery, so I hope you keep reading and posting. |
Good to have you back Beach! Hiding it is such a horrible thing isn't it? I hid bottles in so many places. Looking back now I see how sick that is. At the time it didn't seem like any big deal. Perhaps AA isn't for you and that's fine. However there may be a few things that AA provides that you can use. I mainly use SR for support because it ties me to something greater than myself. I also use some of what I learned from AA. A lot of my motivation comes from remembering who I used to be and never wanting to go back to being that guy. Keep coming back and always remember that you get what you give. Good luck on your journey! |
Glad your back. You can do it. Just hang in there. |
Welcome back. The third time is the charm. It's much better to continue to struggle with sobriety than to just give up and accept a life ruled by active alcoholism. Every try gets us closer to the ultimate goal of learning how to live sober. Keep coming back. |
Welcome back! Keep at it and don't give up. You can beat this addiction!:ghug3 |
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