louis

What the hell am i doing....

I went to a meeting today.... it was good... lots of questions answered.

So i was feeling good... then

I have to meet someone from work before i start work... what do i do... i walk into a pub... to wait.

I ordered some lunch... so thats what im doing and instead of walking out i am typing here....
I need to see if i cant do this... why i need to put myself through this i do dont know...

Maybe i am a masochst.....

Anyway i am gonna sign off now... cos you know what... i can do this... i need to leave... where that bright idea came fro i ont know... ut i wont be doing it again

Fubarcdn

Glad you left when you did.
You were probably just testing yourself to see if you could handle it and now you have your answer.
When I worked for Sony we had an acronym SONY. It was an answer to the question "When can I expect my Playstations?" It means Soon Only Not Yet.
This is where I am with bars and it sounds like so are you. Best to avoid them.

Latte

I changed to coffee shops. They have yummy goodies, internet access and even good entertainment (even if it is just people watching most times).

Tazman53

I assume you have heard the old saying "Go to a barber shop enough and eventually you will get a haircut!" Glad you decided to leave, that can be a test easily failed in early sobriety.

I have only sat in a bar a few times since I have been sober & that was with my wife to eat dinner and we did not sit at the bar itself, sitting away from the bar made quite a bit of difference.