valium and getting better
 

After doing things for 3 weeks l can't and probably don't want to remember, l finnaly got valium from the clinic here. Been 3 days clean now and am very glad. Was very lucky not to end up in hospital because l allmost got hit by various cars. (That l can remember)
l won't mention all the other trouble l caused for others.
But feeling better today except for the mind fog, but cleared everything up and will face life.
Pity l lost my job. (and probably my wife and children and most friends)
Will have to do something about that monday, otherwise l will get kicked out of my house and l wonder what will happen to me then ?? ( l have a faint idea)
Wish you all peace and a "dry" weekend.

Sounds like you are having a rough go of it Penny.
I am on an ultimatum from my wife. If I drink at all I am out. This is my last chance and I am working hard not to mess up.
Maybe if you beg enough and are serious you can cut the same deal. :)
If you want to talk PM me.
You can do this if you really want it.
Trust in yourself. You are stronger than you think you are.

Glad to see you're on a better path now, and I hope that these very serious events have led you to a place where permanent sobriety doesn't seem quite as scary as the past 3 weeks in your life.

many prayers for you