Oh boy, no good...

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02-25-2009, 05:20 AM

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Paulos

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Oh boy, no good...

February 25th- Day 255- 8:16am Making so many mistakes with things ... can't understand certain computer things and life

things ... feeling ********, stupid, sad... I'm so sad ... my sadness is very high right now... sniff... sniff... things I feel like

are not being done, I'm not doing things right, I'm getting too far behind, my intelligence isn't high enough with the times,

I'm not ... fast enough, I'm not doing things right ... I ... can't understand everything ... I'm scared :'( so scared So very cold right now ... mentally, physically... and spiritually... I feel like crying ... badly... I feel like it's over for me... :'(.

02-25-2009, 05:27 AM

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Bamboozle

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(((Paulos)))

02-25-2009, 05:29 AM

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Bamboozle

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Paulos

I feel like it's over for me... :'(.

This last sentence has me worried. Paulos, is there anyone you can talk to face to face right now?

02-25-2009, 05:48 AM

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Bamboozle

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Paulos, are you still on SR?

02-25-2009, 05:52 AM

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Anna

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Paulos,

I'm sorry that you feel so down right now.

You have lots of friends here!

02-25-2009, 07:17 AM

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Done_With_It

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(((Paulos)))

You feeling any better yet?

What's going on?

It's not over yet...

02-25-2009, 07:59 AM

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grrrr

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((Paulos))

Sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Hang in there!

02-25-2009, 10:09 AM

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least

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Please hang on Paulos, it's not over for you, you're going thru a rough patch but it's not over.

02-25-2009, 02:13 PM

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Bamboozle

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Hello, Paulos. How are you doing?

02-25-2009, 03:14 PM

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Astro

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Hey buddy, is this the same Paulos that's made some amazing progress over the last year, and that's done so much service here on SR? That's nothing to look down your nose at, you're a success story as far as I'm concerned.

02-25-2009, 04:05 PM

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Done_With_It

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Paulllooooooosssssssssssssssssssssssss

Check innnnnnnn

02-25-2009, 09:48 PM

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nickishine

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Paulos.... :praying

Just want you to know I'm praying for you and sending you encouraging thoughts through a very rough time in your life right now! The colors of the rainbow change from day to day... Somedays, we don't have the vibrant beautiful colors that ignite our heart! But their remnants are left behind... they are there with you .... just hard to see right now!

I wish you light in your heart when you wake up in the morning! You are a person who is valuable and cared for! Please know this.... or trust us enough to believe it somehow! Hold on, there's a new rainbow around the bend!