Coolmummy

My eldest daughter is almost 19 and I spent her entire childhood in a haze of alcohol and amphetamines. Every day I feel guilty for that..my middle son who is 9 has also seen some very bad moments. I know i can't change the past but I don't want the little one to look at me the way my eldest does sometimes. It's so horrible. I didn't even know that she was aware most of the time.

Thank you for all your kind words. I feel so happy I've finally taken this step, maybe I can one day forgive myself fo the past.

CaTzZ

well done ...... children are so precious ... they do not judge ... they love us for us ....... congratulations ....... dont lose anymore time ....time is precious an children grow so quick