Today I will not drink
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Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: San Francisco, CA
Posts: 753
I wanna be on this team! On day 17 and I really don't want to drink today AND I WON"T. For me, cranberry juice mixed with water, AM coffee, tea in the afternoon and maybe somewhere along the way a diet sprite or 7-up.. That's it.. and it all tastes good! 
Member
Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: Baton Rouge, La.
Posts: 15,234
Don't forget to say "please help me stay sober"
each morning and "thank You for keeping me
sober today" at the end of the day.
Please & Thank You
Today is almost gone and will be no more.
Tomorow isnt here yet.
Just For Today you guys did well.
Pat urself on the back, get a good
night sleep and start all over again
tomorrow.
Keeping It All Simple.
each morning and "thank You for keeping me
sober today" at the end of the day.
Please & Thank You
Today is almost gone and will be no more.
Tomorow isnt here yet.
Just For Today you guys did well.
Pat urself on the back, get a good
night sleep and start all over again
tomorrow.
Keeping It All Simple.
It's time to change!
Join Date: Nov 2008
Location: lake tahoe
Posts: 1,025
Originally Posted by seemethrough 
If I feel like drinking then I will come here instead.
I'm glad you're here, seriously!
With the first few days of my 4-5 day detox, I lived here on this forum. I was in so much mental, physical, emotional pain that I just needed a constant outlet for myself. This place helped me tremendously! and still does!
I had a rough night last night with some gossip that came to me over the last 2 days that my step-mom created blindly. I was really upset and aggravated last night and the thought came in to drink. I knew I wasn't going to act on it (put chocolate in my mouth instead) but it reminded me of how fragile we are in early recovery and how vital it is that we have support in our lives. I came here, read and replied and it took the burden from me. I also prayed to God and pressed into that as well. Today, I'm blue! But have recovery agenda with my sponsor ahead of me which I'm grateful for. I'm a superglued hard nut to crack... but I'm willing to do whatever it's going to take to stay in sobriety today. My so called "problems" will pass (then come again in one form or another), but my disease will kill me if I keep using them as my numbing tool to not feel pain, anxiety, whatever!
Day 14 here! Am hoping all you who were hopeless are feeling HOPE today! Grateful you're here, Seemethrough and all you all!:ghug
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