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TOPIC: Self Pity - Self Hate - Self Destruction

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Hi Im Sharon and Im an Alcoholc.

By the grace of my HP and people
like you here in SR I havent found
it necessary to pick up a drink since
8-11-90.

For that and you I am truely grateful.


Ever been in that "SELF-PITY" mood?
Feeling sorry for something you did.
Someone you hurt. You start to feel
shame and remorse for doing that
gosh aweful thing. Remember?

What was it? Who was it?

It's like touching the same hot burner
knowing good and well the darn thing
is hot, yet for some reason you forget
its hot and you touch it and burn ur
hand for the upt teenth time. Right?

After all that you begin to hate urself
for whatever it was you did.
That's called "SELF-HATE"

I can't stand myself for hitting that
person. Maybe i shouldnt have said that
about them. I cant believe i drank or
drugged to much and hate that i spent
all that money. Or u screwed someones
spouse...oops. Hmmmm.....I hate that
i did that and now im pizzed off because
i am a dishonest person.

It festers inside you as it plays in ur mind.
It wont let up and it contues to grow more
and more. What in the world am i gonna do
now.....yeah ill fix u.....ill show u whose
boss.....ur not gonna pizz me off any
longer.

KABOOM..! You explode. You "SELF-
DESTRUCT" Causing more harm than
good to yourself and others around you.

There's nothing so terrible that cant be
fixed. And there's always a temporary
solution to the problem instead of a
permanant one.

When i was so far gone 18 yrs ago, i wished
i had the knowledge i have today. However
it took experience to go thru what i went thru
and the wisdom to pass it on to help another
person possibly going thru the same situation
as I.


Thanks for letting me share.
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