I wish..
One thing that helps me, angie - is that if "one day at a time" is even too much, think of it as 'one hour at a time', or even 'five minutes at a time' if that's what it takes. If I remind myself that I'm allowed to go hour by hour instead of day by day - then I can get through those weak moments, stressful, want to pull my hair out moments.
I have had a call from my sister who is in the states shes met a lovely guy and hes a recovering alcoholic so it was nice to talk to him and I said Im posting here getting a lot of support.
Hi Angie,
I remember feeling like you are feeling now. Why didn't I see this coming? Why didn't I react before I caused problems with my health, my family? I didn't and that's it. I do believe that I went through all this for a reason. I had to reach my soul and the addiction brought me to a point, where my soul was all I had left. I am where I am supposed to be. And, Angie, you are right where you are supposed to be.
I remember feeling like you are feeling now. Why didn't I see this coming? Why didn't I react before I caused problems with my health, my family? I didn't and that's it. I do believe that I went through all this for a reason. I had to reach my soul and the addiction brought me to a point, where my soul was all I had left. I am where I am supposed to be. And, Angie, you are right where you are supposed to be.
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