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findingkermit 12-10-2008 01:06 PM

A few words on how I'm feeling....
 
Hey You

Yeah, you in the cask,
I'm talkin' to you and you'd better listen,
I thought you were my friend, but you screwed me over.

You lied and cheated me out of four years of my life.

You made me believe you would help me with my problems and pain,
but you just made them so much worse.

You turned me into someone I didn't know and didn't even like.

But now "I am in charge" and I have sent you away,
and now you're gone I am begining to know the real me again....
the me that I like.

So don't you ever come knocking at my door again....

You are NOT welcome here.

findingkermit 12-10-2008 01:20 PM

Hiya Phaleron, I think for me being angry at alcohol is a great way to battle, when I'm angry I'm strong.

In saying that I am feeling very happy with myself and my life today, and I like smiling :)

How is everyone elses day going?

Dee74 12-10-2008 01:28 PM

still waking up LOL:)
glad to hear you're so positive K

D

BUTTERFLY-7 12-10-2008 02:49 PM

You said something that I could describe about me
you said that When you are "Angry" is when you find the Strength
to Fight, Me too!!!!http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/k...o/killer-1.gif

Anna 12-10-2008 03:05 PM

Hi Kermit,

Anger can help you to get through some of the hard times.

And, focusing on the positive is always good too!

I'm glad you're doing well.

findingkermit 12-10-2008 03:12 PM

too right anna... I'm feeling so blessed that this time my detox and recovery so far have been 95% positive, I'm still not trying to figure why though, I'm just a happy little frog going along for the ride and making the most of it.

Life is great.... and for the first time in a very long time, I'm living it :Dance7:

least 12-10-2008 03:25 PM

I may not always be happy with how my life goes, but at least I can remember it and not have to be told what I did or said. I don't like having problems but I do like being clear headed to deal with things.

Sobriety rocks!:ghug3

Tryingto 12-10-2008 03:26 PM

Hehe finding kermit, that post was good!
Glad to hear you are still going strong! : )

Jules62 12-10-2008 03:27 PM

You are doing really well Kermit! I'm really proud of you. Keep doing what you're doing :) It's so great to read your posts and follow your journey here. Good stuff!

Julesxox

findingkermit 12-10-2008 03:30 PM

lol, hiya tryingto... how are you today??? :ghug3

findingkermit 12-10-2008 03:32 PM

Huge hugs to you all for all of your lovely posts and your wonderful support :Val004:

lostbutterfly 12-10-2008 03:35 PM

Keep hopping ( I love kermit - I had a boyfriend once who looked a lot like him, but less green).

least 12-10-2008 03:40 PM

The support here is great, isn't it! I never fail to feel better from coming here. I can vent, cry, scream, laugh, I can let my feelings out safely. Now that I actually 'have' feelings again it's good to be able to admit to them and be aware of them.

I will be forever happily in debt to my friends here. You all make the journey so enjoyable and not as difficult as going it alone.

:ghug3 :ghug3 :ghug3

findingkermit 12-10-2008 03:42 PM

Amen!!!!! :ghug2

Tryingto 12-10-2008 04:45 PM

Kermie : )
I am going GOOD! Thank the lord, seriously hehe : )
I mean the last three days ..............I felt like a piece of human cardboard! It was terrible!

Mind you, it's morning right now. Mornings are generally better for me : )

But I have my fingers crossed I can feel like this all day, I feel 'just ok' and that feels great.

findingkermit 12-10-2008 05:05 PM

Fanblimmintastic :a122:

I'm so wrapped to hear it tryingto, carry that feeling, hold on to it, every day can feel like that for the most part!!!!!!

Blowing you some extra happy dust to add to it :a194:

nickishine 12-10-2008 07:55 PM

FK .....

Love ya!!! You go, girl!! "I'm in the mood to kick a little a--"....!

Luv n hugs xoxox,
Nicki:You_Rock_

findingkermit 12-10-2008 08:17 PM

hehehe hi nicki, how are you going? :ghug3

Yah wanna kick some butt together... be nice if we could all gang up & kick all the DOC off the end of the earth and into oblivion aye :skillet

Have a great evening (is it evening there?) it's 5.15pm here, time to get dinner for the ankle biters (I love them really lol)

Jadmack25 12-11-2008 01:04 AM

To ALL of you Wonderful, inspiring, strong, loving and very gutsy people,
thank you for your posts that lift me up and keep me going.

May you succeed in all you do, be who you want to be and live your dreams.

God bless you all


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