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Old 10-14-2008, 02:49 AM
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Day 10 - double figures! So glad you're going to be OK, Hope!

Welcome Progression. I always think the first 3 days are the hardest!
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Old 10-14-2008, 12:09 PM
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Day 10- splitting headache.

But glad to be in double digits and glad to be free today!
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Old 10-15-2008, 05:53 AM
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Day 11. Very tired. Started taking iron pills for my anaemia so hopefully I will feel better in a few days.

Hope - I had a headache for quite a while at the beginning when I stopped in September. The two slips I've had since then haven't put me back at square one again physically or mentally.
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Old 10-15-2008, 06:33 AM
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10/13/08 - my new sobriety date!

Hi everybody - congratulations on all of your sober time! I hope everyone will continue to post - no matter what happens - sometimes I feel bad because I've slipped and I don't want to post for fear of judgement - but oh well, we all make mistakes right?!
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Old 10-15-2008, 03:58 PM
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trying again

Okay, I tried class of August, and September, now I am going to try again class of October!! Hopefully I can do it this time, and congrats to all who graduated August and September, and all those making it so far in October!!

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Old 10-15-2008, 09:48 PM
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Hey Ruby- glad to hear it! I am happy to have you as a fellow sober recoverer in the class of October 2008! I'm finding meetings to be really helpful. You might try if you haven't already. It was scary for me the first time (on day 3), but I went yesterday to a different meeting and then again today (day 5) to another meeting- and guess what- tonight's meeting was the best of all. I got invited to go out and grab a bite afterwards and meet other people just like me- going through the same things. Anyway, just thought I'd share that and best of luck to you in your recovery!

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Old 10-16-2008, 05:09 AM
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Good for you trying again Rubycanoe. I was in Class of September as well. Oh well.

I agree progression - meetings rock!
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Old 10-17-2008, 10:27 AM
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Hello? What's happened to the class of October?

Day 13 for me. I would love to say it feels good, but frankly, I haven't felt this tired in ages. Thank goodness it's Friday.
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Old 10-17-2008, 10:39 AM
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Oh, I forgot. Suppose I'm in here now after this week's slip up.

Hello all you October Class,
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Old 10-18-2008, 03:38 AM
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Welcome timzup. I think we were together in September, weren't we. I haven't seen Pixy for a while. Wibble went on holiday and never came back!

Day 14 for me, by the skin of my teeth. Came very close to relapsing last night. I was so unhappy and feeling sorry for myself. Self pity is a very dangerous emotion for me!

But feeling a bit better today. How is everyone else in our class?
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Old 10-18-2008, 05:11 AM
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Day 14. I'm so tired today. I tossed and turned all night and couldn't get any sleep at all. Fortunately, today is a rainy day so maybe that is a good excuse to curl up in bed and try to a least get a few hours of sleep.

I know this shall pass though.
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Old 10-18-2008, 05:26 AM
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Rainy days are great for snuggling up in your duvet! Perfect excuse. The sun is shining here, and I'm going to take my little girl to the circus later (no animals in UK circuses). She is so excited.

Have a restful day, Hope. We shall be two weeks tomorrow. It feels like a miracle that I've made another two weeks after my slip up.
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Old 10-18-2008, 07:47 AM
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Day 6 for me! I have a full day planned of sober activities - stay strong everyone!:ghug2
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Old 10-18-2008, 11:32 AM
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Lostbutterfly and JPat, sounds like a great day of plans for both of you!

I was finally able to get a little bit of sleep. But I woke up feeling still tired so I am just going to do some recovery reading and then maybe go back to sleep.
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Old 10-18-2008, 11:53 AM
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Hi October bus! Everyone still here? Anyone need a lift? I am thankful I'm still riding!
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Old 10-18-2008, 05:14 PM
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Glad we are all still on.

I've been tired all day but still sober. Still grateful. Still healing.
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Old 10-18-2008, 05:39 PM
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Happy to see the October bus riders still on the bus! Your day by day success does my heart good. I feel happy for me when I feel happy for you!

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Old 10-18-2008, 05:52 PM
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(((Least)))

I always feel happier and more uplifted after reading your posts. Your spirit is strong and bright! Thanks for being on our cheering squad!
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Old 10-18-2008, 06:00 PM
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I'm happy to give away to others what was so freely given to me - HOPE and STRENGTH and DETERMINATION. Your success helps keep me sober, ya know, so thanks to you all.

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Old 10-19-2008, 02:40 PM
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Day 15 - done.
I feel like I am walking through a swamp full of quicksand and I don't know if my next step is going to be on solid land or not! I just don't know what is coming next - emotions, thoughts, obsessions.

Well done everyone, we're hanging on, sometimes by a thread! Or is that just me?!!
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