Whiners Anonymous Part 13
IO Storm
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Southern California
Posts: 18,436
Well...I got another letter today..from State Tax. They want me to call them.
About 1999..I recently filed. I have a final appt. on Monday to file 4 months
of Fed taxes. So, I didn't call the State. I sat in a chair...thinking, thinking,
frozen. Couldn't stand it any longer. Called my sponsor. Her cheery Hello!
almost knocked off my seat. I said "Faith, this all started when I began
to give to charity, and to tithe..I think i am under some kind of spiritual
attack." She said Uhh..Well, honey, you got your (income) recently,
and I think they found out." (Doh IO) "And this is what happens when
we begin to clear away the wreckage of our past. No spiritual attack.
The IRS doesn't want (you), they want your (money)! Nothing personal."
Then, she said a prayer for me for strength and honesty , and help in
clearing this part of my wreckage, as it is not fun.
I was silent for a second, and laughed..at my silliness..and catastrohic
thinking! Sheeeesh. I felt a huge weight lift off..
This would have been a whopper of a whine tonight..I don't know what the
outcome will be, and I am a little scared still. But I am so glad I didn't stay
in my head today, and so glad I picked up that ten thousand pound phone!
About 1999..I recently filed. I have a final appt. on Monday to file 4 months
of Fed taxes. So, I didn't call the State. I sat in a chair...thinking, thinking,
frozen. Couldn't stand it any longer. Called my sponsor. Her cheery Hello!
almost knocked off my seat. I said "Faith, this all started when I began
to give to charity, and to tithe..I think i am under some kind of spiritual
attack." She said Uhh..Well, honey, you got your (income) recently,
and I think they found out." (Doh IO) "And this is what happens when
we begin to clear away the wreckage of our past. No spiritual attack.
The IRS doesn't want (you), they want your (money)! Nothing personal."
Then, she said a prayer for me for strength and honesty , and help in
clearing this part of my wreckage, as it is not fun.
I was silent for a second, and laughed..at my silliness..and catastrohic
thinking! Sheeeesh. I felt a huge weight lift off..
This would have been a whopper of a whine tonight..I don't know what the
outcome will be, and I am a little scared still. But I am so glad I didn't stay
in my head today, and so glad I picked up that ten thousand pound phone!
Looking For Myself...Sober
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Where the heart is
Posts: 10,209
Sorry guys..I was so consumed in my own $hitty mood I forgot to say to my fellow whiners who are struggling too.
We in this together guys. And with that said. We can be winners too.
HUGS to you all.
We in this together guys. And with that said. We can be winners too.
HUGS to you all.
Administrator
Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 211,435
I hear ya. Been there many a time.
Like I said to Chiy earlier tho - sometimes life, and people in particular, sucks - it doesn't make sense to me anymore that I used to punish myself because of other ppls, or the worlds, failings.
You've got a lot of supporters and friends here DK.
Hope you get those controls back soon.
D
Like I said to Chiy earlier tho - sometimes life, and people in particular, sucks - it doesn't make sense to me anymore that I used to punish myself because of other ppls, or the worlds, failings.
You've got a lot of supporters and friends here DK.
Hope you get those controls back soon.
D
~miss nikky~
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
People suck alright, im with chiy on that one
well not all people...
& this is for youi could just scream..doesnt he get it?
he's so self f****centered (says me whingein'bout his cos IVE been let down)
I dont know, im trying to not be hurt an feel despair over this but i simply am too fragile to fend it off today......
Just one damn time in 4years i'd hoped he would BE HERE for me as im Always There for him!
Its really not too much too ask i dont think..
OBVIOUSLY I thought wrong
Y would today be ANY DIFFERENT to any other day?
guess ive always hoped i meant more than this.
stupid me
bona fido dog-lover
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: SF Bay area, CA
Posts: 99,777
MIght be having an allergic reaction to something - I'm itching so bad it woke me up!
I've tried everything to make it stop but it just gets worse. Time for the dermatologist, I guess.
I've tried everything to make it stop but it just gets worse. Time for the dermatologist, I guess.
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