Drinking In My Sleep
You just had to ask... LOL
Yes, I was drinking, and cheating. My husband was trying to sabatage (sp) my relationship with the "new" boyfriend in all sorts of wierd ways, that really don't make any since. I was yelling at him and the kids that it was none of their friggin business if I wanted to have an affair.
Just another night in the life of Toomutch... LOL.
Yes, I was drinking, and cheating. My husband was trying to sabatage (sp) my relationship with the "new" boyfriend in all sorts of wierd ways, that really don't make any since. I was yelling at him and the kids that it was none of their friggin business if I wanted to have an affair.
Just another night in the life of Toomutch... LOL.
Suzette,
I have learned to "enjoy" my frequent nightmares and weird, inexplicable dreams. Seriously.
It is simply my brain doing it's nightly "virus scan." It is work that obviously needs to be done, and most of the time I do not attempt to analyze and attach significance to dreams. They just are, and there must be a reason for them.
I am simply thankful that they occur only at night while asleep! can you imagine such weirdness being part of our conscioous thought?
So, when I have terrifying or "sick" dreams and wake up, I have a tendency to laugh and shake my head. I'll say to myself "Oh man Warren, you are one sick puppy," knowing full well that it is my brain that is simply houscleaning.
In my twenties I was enamoured of Freud, dream interpretation, etc. I now think it is much baloney. Paralysis by analysis. Now, I just view it as great theater, with a different director every night.
My only frustration is that 99% of the time I am unable to remember my dreams. I know I'ved nightmared, but the details elude me. Perhaps it is for the best...
warren
I have learned to "enjoy" my frequent nightmares and weird, inexplicable dreams. Seriously.
It is simply my brain doing it's nightly "virus scan." It is work that obviously needs to be done, and most of the time I do not attempt to analyze and attach significance to dreams. They just are, and there must be a reason for them.
I am simply thankful that they occur only at night while asleep! can you imagine such weirdness being part of our conscioous thought?
So, when I have terrifying or "sick" dreams and wake up, I have a tendency to laugh and shake my head. I'll say to myself "Oh man Warren, you are one sick puppy," knowing full well that it is my brain that is simply houscleaning.
In my twenties I was enamoured of Freud, dream interpretation, etc. I now think it is much baloney. Paralysis by analysis. Now, I just view it as great theater, with a different director every night.
My only frustration is that 99% of the time I am unable to remember my dreams. I know I'ved nightmared, but the details elude me. Perhaps it is for the best...
warren
My two cents worth. I gave up ecstacy three years ago and I still dream about it, mainly trying to get it. The other night my 13 year old son gave me a pill in a nightclub and I really felt like I was on e! Then I woke up!
They have got further apart, that's all I can say. And I don't feel like crying anymore when I wake up from them. E was my little piece of heaven on earth and I took up drinking and painkillers to get off it!!! Day 3 sober today!!
They have got further apart, that's all I can say. And I don't feel like crying anymore when I wake up from them. E was my little piece of heaven on earth and I took up drinking and painkillers to get off it!!! Day 3 sober today!!
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