The way i feel at 10 months as of today
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The way i feel at 10 months as of today
The way i feel at 10 months ..
Everything is getting better with me ..Yeah life isn't exactly the way i would like it to be.. But hey in time all things come full circle .. If you ask me today.. If i think about drinking..
I would have to say yes.. But like i have said many times..I already know the outcome if i did and that the deference this time ..
Going through the motion of what i have been through and realizing who i was and who i want to become..
Now it is so different just because 10 months ago i had lost it all and now yes i don't have everything back.. But i have what i need my ,kid's ,girlfriend,health and that right there amount up to allot ..
Where before i was 125 not eating good at all.. Drinking as much as i could or wanted and feeling like **** all the time about myself and everything..
Waking up i the middle of the night, wet from sweating or pissing on myself..My belly problems were the worst.. I didn't want to live.. What i was doing to my is just a slow death ..
Now gaining up to 149 lbs now ..Eating like a horse..Loving life the right way ..
I have learn to accept things the way they are and will be..
Now i know i can change and grow stronger and the thing is..
I did it for me no one else..
Everything i am doing these days are improvements to life..
For everything is changing in so many ways for me now the main goal is to live life the best way i can..
So now all i can say is that i am looking forward to life now and drinking now would mess up everything i have done ..
So there's the key "acknowledging"..
havwe an awesome day eveyone ..
stay strong and think positive
Everything is getting better with me ..Yeah life isn't exactly the way i would like it to be.. But hey in time all things come full circle .. If you ask me today.. If i think about drinking..
I would have to say yes.. But like i have said many times..I already know the outcome if i did and that the deference this time ..
Going through the motion of what i have been through and realizing who i was and who i want to become..
Now it is so different just because 10 months ago i had lost it all and now yes i don't have everything back.. But i have what i need my ,kid's ,girlfriend,health and that right there amount up to allot ..
Where before i was 125 not eating good at all.. Drinking as much as i could or wanted and feeling like **** all the time about myself and everything..
Waking up i the middle of the night, wet from sweating or pissing on myself..My belly problems were the worst.. I didn't want to live.. What i was doing to my is just a slow death ..
Now gaining up to 149 lbs now ..Eating like a horse..Loving life the right way ..
I have learn to accept things the way they are and will be..
Now i know i can change and grow stronger and the thing is..
I did it for me no one else..
Everything i am doing these days are improvements to life..
For everything is changing in so many ways for me now the main goal is to live life the best way i can..
So now all i can say is that i am looking forward to life now and drinking now would mess up everything i have done ..
So there's the key "acknowledging"..
havwe an awesome day eveyone ..
stay strong and think positive
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Vancouver
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Thanks for the post.
Congratulations on 10 months thats a great achievement. Been having a crappy week and your personal story and the one you posted after cheered me up. So thanks alot for that and hope I can get to 10 months and feel the way you are. Long ways to go but I will never forget where I came from.
Best wishes,
Bruce
Congratulations on 10 months thats a great achievement. Been having a crappy week and your personal story and the one you posted after cheered me up. So thanks alot for that and hope I can get to 10 months and feel the way you are. Long ways to go but I will never forget where I came from.
Best wishes,
Bruce
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Location: NY
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Very inspirational! Also good to know the cravings are still there at 10 months. I thought something was wrong with me still having cravings after so long (not nearly 10 months, but long for me). I suppose it will always be there. Thanks for posting and sharing. I love to hear about experience and how people have achieved the life I want to have.
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