I attended my first H&I meeting last night
I attended my first H&I meeting last night
H & I = Hospitals and Institutions
And not from the inside, but as a visitor. And I did my first share.
I have been at many "from the inside" let me say.
My sponsor called me and asked me if I wanted to attend a meeting that was for pregnant Moms, and new Moms who were dealing with CPS (Child Protective Services). She asked me to be the speaker! Yikes! And she only gave me a few hours warning! Eeeek!
And I did it. In the safe environment of babies crawling around my feet and only about 8 women in the group. I was thrilled and honored to be there. I love babies.
I didn't go into a drunk-a-log, but I was able to say How it was, and how it is now. I forgot to say how I came into AA. (AA came to me in rehab). It was great to have my sponsor sitting next me. I am so happy to have a sponsor who "gets me", and really is helping me. And likes to laugh like me.
Anyway...I had a soft and easy first "by-the-seat-of-my-pants" speaker share. Next time I hope I get a chance to write some things down first. I couldn't remember anything funny. And I think I spoke about 3 minutes total. Pretty funny for 45 years worth of stuff. But with babies crawling all over it..it worked. I chose the topic, "Who are you getting clean and sober for", and the women opened right up. That was cool too!
I chose that topic because when I first started rehab...I was doing it for my kids. I had to finally really want to do it for myself for it to work.
And not from the inside, but as a visitor. And I did my first share.
I have been at many "from the inside" let me say.
My sponsor called me and asked me if I wanted to attend a meeting that was for pregnant Moms, and new Moms who were dealing with CPS (Child Protective Services). She asked me to be the speaker! Yikes! And she only gave me a few hours warning! Eeeek!
And I did it. In the safe environment of babies crawling around my feet and only about 8 women in the group. I was thrilled and honored to be there. I love babies.
I didn't go into a drunk-a-log, but I was able to say How it was, and how it is now. I forgot to say how I came into AA. (AA came to me in rehab). It was great to have my sponsor sitting next me. I am so happy to have a sponsor who "gets me", and really is helping me. And likes to laugh like me.
Anyway...I had a soft and easy first "by-the-seat-of-my-pants" speaker share. Next time I hope I get a chance to write some things down first. I couldn't remember anything funny. And I think I spoke about 3 minutes total. Pretty funny for 45 years worth of stuff. But with babies crawling all over it..it worked. I chose the topic, "Who are you getting clean and sober for", and the women opened right up. That was cool too!
I chose that topic because when I first started rehab...I was doing it for my kids. I had to finally really want to do it for myself for it to work.
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