major triggers today
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Join Date: May 2008
Location: Kansas City, MO
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You made it past the most important part which was NOT taking a drink..nice job. The emotions that follow will only get easier to deal with and you are doing it as best you can now. What more can you ask for?
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Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: uk
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he still hasnt spoken one word to me, i have my blood tests this morning, he knew how terrified ive been/am
Finding it very hard to understand
maybe i just have to accept that i dont/cant understand some things.
Maybe the worry of these damn tests have made everything magnified for me?
I just dont know, but i havnt / am NOT picking up over it ive far too much to loose and nothing to gain,:praying
Finding it very hard to understand
maybe i just have to accept that i dont/cant understand some things. Maybe the worry of these damn tests have made everything magnified for me?
I just dont know, but i havnt / am NOT picking up over it ive far too much to loose and nothing to gain,:praying
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sorry it's all been a bit of a bugger Super - but I've only just found this thread and I just wanted to say well done - it's not easy when the support is a little less than you'd like.
Hope the blood tests go well
hang in there!
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Hope the blood tests go well
hang in there!
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Join Date: Mar 2008
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can it get worse?- i cant take it this week- said mum has just phoned to say shes seen a neurologist and has been diagnosed with a serious degenterative disease, feeling on the total edge of a cliff here everyone- please send your prayers this way.
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Join Date: Feb 2008
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Oh Super,
I'm so sorry you are having more piled on right now. I hope you are finding something to distract you or entertain you. I know it seems shallow but sometimes when I'm feeling overloaded, I do sudoku. Just to move my mind away from the pain because thinking about it and worrying over it isn't going to help me.
My prayers are thoughts are with you.
Hang in there. Keep us posted.
- MLE
I'm so sorry you are having more piled on right now. I hope you are finding something to distract you or entertain you. I know it seems shallow but sometimes when I'm feeling overloaded, I do sudoku. Just to move my mind away from the pain because thinking about it and worrying over it isn't going to help me.
My prayers are thoughts are with you.
Hang in there. Keep us posted.
- MLE
It's ok to feel like that, just dont act upon it, accept the feeling and let it go.
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