Rella927

I guess that I’m having an emotional week here-This morning as my A brother called me at 5 am-drunk-(I did not answer) it has made me more emotional which I will move beyond- He is 51 and I cannot even begin to tell you his story other than he was found almost dead 4 times!

Among a lot of other heart wrenching things that he has done- As my brother has relapsed again last night-it gives me even more compassion to all those who struggle with this horrendous disease!

I just want to say how very honored that I feel that I have learned so much from those here at SR who are struggling with this disease on so many different levels. As A’s, Addicts, and just plain family & friends coping with loved one’s with addiction.

Addiction is so complex and the ESH shared in these forums has astounded me to become a more compassionate individual. I do not walk in an addicts shoes however I walk in my own which have been filled with pain and grief all the way back to childhood. We have all suffered and it is not who has suffered worse it is about recovery on all levels!

Anyway….I just felt the need to let you all know that I’m so proud of each and everyone of you/us for the work you are all doing in the ways that you choose to walk your journey of recovery. As we go through our trials and tribulations to reach our goal of living life with peace and serenity!

Please keep up the great work as you are all special not only to us here at SR but to your family/friends.

Astro

I'd say those feelings are mutual Rella! It fills me with gratitude to walk the path of recovery with so many amazing people!

PS: Way to go Green Lady!

tkdan

Sorry to hear about your brother's relapse. Despite that you seem to be in good spirits. I admire that about you given your current situation. Stay strong, we are here for you.

grateful2b

Awww Rella, love ya sweetie, right back at you...

....prayers for your brother....

Katecan

Thank you Rella. I too am sorry that your brother is still falling. I will say some prayers for your family.

Dee74

sorry to hear about your brother Rella. Prayers

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Rowan

Hugs to you Rella. I hope your brother finds his way. I, too, am grateful to be a part of this recovery community.

Jomey

Thanks, Rella...love & respect right back to you, along with prayers for your brother. Jomey

mle-sober

Thanks Rella. So well put. I completely agree with you and feel like I have learned so much by being a part of this amazing community. I love the fact that we are so diverse and yet we struggle with such similar issues. Being witness to others' honesty and determination in their fight helps me stay strong. And I love the courage and intensity with which we support each other - sometimes saying things that are hard to say, praying when we feel called to pray, and other times just letting others know that we understand. Thank you, Rella, for reminding me how important SR has been in my recovery. There can never be too much gratitude!

serenityqueen

Rusty Zipper

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xxoo

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Hevyn

What a lovely post-that made my day. I'm moving & just had a minute to stop in, so glad I did! Your words have helped get me to where I am with my recovery (4+ months). Thank you for being a wonderful friend to all of us here.

cmc

Rella,
I couldn't agree with you more. Thanks for sharing the lovely sentiment.

I'm sorry about your brother and the pain you feel right now.

Anna

Rella,

We are all here to support each other and ourselves.

Hugs to you, and I hope that your brother will find his way to recovery.

Rella927

You guys are awesome!

And Hevyn *tears* you are a beautiful soul!

RK2007

Sorry to hear about your brother Rella.

Thank you as well for being on SR. Glad you can find comfort here when things are difficult.

parentrecovers

proud. grateful. humble. hugs, k

nogard

I never give up on those struggling and or out there using.

Rella927

:ghug me either Kev!

Honu

Me too! Include me in on all the posts! I couldn't say it more.

Praying for you and your family.

:praying

Honu