I drank last night after 4 weeks sober.
I ask myself why?
Was it because it was a nice sunny afternoon and a Beer was just the thing?
Nope,it was because i'm an alcoholic.
Maybe a nice 4 pack of weak alcohol,who was i trying to kid?
12 strong cans and a half bottle of vodka later i'm throwing money at poker sites,shouting at my girlfriend putting my fist through a door and throwing a bottle of vodka at the wall,seem like unreasonable behavior to anyone?
The remorse is unbearable.
"Stars are just pinholes in the curtain of night" Dean Koontz"