Day 1 and determined...
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Florida
Posts: 27
Day 1 and determined...
Hello all... I've been reading posts for a few days now and, without even knowing, you guys have made such a positive impact on my decision to recover from alcohol abuse/dependency/addiction.
I have been awake all night and seriously dread the withdrawal that is coming my way. I hope to have people to talk to or chat with during this process. I've tried quitting before and would really LOVE for this to be my last time. Before, I had no support whatsoever. As a former adult entertainer, people thought I was "weird" if I didn't want to drink or do drugs.
Well, I've been married (to a non-user) for 8 years now and it's time to be the partner/wife I know I can be.
I love veganism, camping, yoga, dancing, and all other things that alcohol should not be a part of. Look forward to getting to know some of you in recovery....
I have been awake all night and seriously dread the withdrawal that is coming my way. I hope to have people to talk to or chat with during this process. I've tried quitting before and would really LOVE for this to be my last time. Before, I had no support whatsoever. As a former adult entertainer, people thought I was "weird" if I didn't want to drink or do drugs.
Well, I've been married (to a non-user) for 8 years now and it's time to be the partner/wife I know I can be.
I love veganism, camping, yoga, dancing, and all other things that alcohol should not be a part of. Look forward to getting to know some of you in recovery....
same planet...different world
Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Butte, America
Posts: 10,946
hi daffodil - welcome to SR!
Are you detoxing with the advice /supervision of a doctor?
It can be dangerous to quit drinking cold turkey.
Fatal, even.
Do you have a program of recovery? A plan?
Support is what it's all about, isn't it?
I'm glad you found us!
Please - feel free to read to your heatrt's content -
there'll be others along shortly to add their welcomes also.
Might want to go over to the Alcoholism forum ...
and read the stickies at the top of the page the "Under the Influence" excerpts especially!
Are you detoxing with the advice /supervision of a doctor?
It can be dangerous to quit drinking cold turkey.
Fatal, even.
Do you have a program of recovery? A plan?
Support is what it's all about, isn't it?
I'm glad you found us!
Please - feel free to read to your heatrt's content -
there'll be others along shortly to add their welcomes also.
Might want to go over to the Alcoholism forum ...
and read the stickies at the top of the page the "Under the Influence" excerpts especially!
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Serene In Dixie
Posts: 36,740
I suggest you go to our Alcoholism Forum and read
the top sticky post on withdrawal.
Have you spoken to your doctor about your decision?
It's wise to not do de tox alone.
Welcome to SR!
the top sticky post on withdrawal.
Have you spoken to your doctor about your decision?
It's wise to not do de tox alone.
Welcome to SR!
bona fido dog-lover
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: SF Bay area, CA
Posts: 99,772
Welcome to a safe and supportive site. We can beat the demon together. STrength in numbers. And yes, medically supervised detox is best. All the best to you. Keep coming back!:ghug3
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Banbury, Oxfordshire, UK
Posts: 5
Hi, and welcome 
I just joined this community yesterday, I am on day 10. The first few days were tough, and I could never have foreseen how well and optimistic I feel now. What a difference a week makes!
I'm sure you will do it this time, because you genuinely want to.
All the best
I just joined this community yesterday, I am on day 10. The first few days were tough, and I could never have foreseen how well and optimistic I feel now. What a difference a week makes!
I'm sure you will do it this time, because you genuinely want to.
All the best
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Florida
Posts: 27
Wow, didn't realize I'd get such a warm welcome... Thank you guys very much. Just woke up from somewhat of a morning nap and am seriously jittery and foggy today. Also, didn't realize I may need medical help with detoxing. Am going to read the detox sticky right now...
Attitude of Gratitude
Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Dayton, Ohio
Posts: 2,305
Well, here comes yet another Welcome!
Also, you mentioned being married, have you told your Hubby what's going on? I really would encourage you to let him know so he can keep an eye on you and if you would start having problems with the detox, he'll know what's going on and can get some help right away.
This is a wonderful group of people on here. I never knew I had Family literally all over the world! In this big ole house of ours, someone is always awake to talk to 24/7. Did you notice that chat room at the top? Lots of times there's someone in there too.
Stick around and watch the Miracle unfold in you too!
God Bless & Thank God . . . Just for Today,
Judy
Also, you mentioned being married, have you told your Hubby what's going on? I really would encourage you to let him know so he can keep an eye on you and if you would start having problems with the detox, he'll know what's going on and can get some help right away.
This is a wonderful group of people on here. I never knew I had Family literally all over the world! In this big ole house of ours, someone is always awake to talk to 24/7. Did you notice that chat room at the top? Lots of times there's someone in there too.
Stick around and watch the Miracle unfold in you too!
God Bless & Thank God . . . Just for Today,
Judy
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Florida
Posts: 27
I spoke with my doctor today on the phone and, YES, I will be under care. My appt. is not til Wed. and I may need rehab b/c there are so many other issues. I've basically been on "something" since I was 18 or 19. (coke, marijuana, drink) I'm 32 now. I'll be sure and let you all know how this is going to play out. Thanks again...
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Florida
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Well, yesterday and today is PURE HELL!!!!! I'm having major problems! I'll be going to the doc early today. I had to drink a little last night. And, not wanting to trigger anyone here, I will be back with a new Day 1 here soon in the next couple of days as I'll have medical supervision. I am so tired of this crap!
Had an intense conversation with my husband on the issue as he is the perfect example of an enabler. My family life has been turned upside down, in and out...
If that's not enough, I am 3 weeks late for menstrual cycle. I simply CANNOT be pregnant while going through this... I've had 2 miscarriages in the last 2 years; we remain childless. I think it's my fault. How can I live with myself if I harm yet another pregnancy?
Please pray for me... I will continue to read as many posts as I can. This demon will be beaten once and for all...
Had an intense conversation with my husband on the issue as he is the perfect example of an enabler. My family life has been turned upside down, in and out...
If that's not enough, I am 3 weeks late for menstrual cycle. I simply CANNOT be pregnant while going through this... I've had 2 miscarriages in the last 2 years; we remain childless. I think it's my fault. How can I live with myself if I harm yet another pregnancy?
Please pray for me... I will continue to read as many posts as I can. This demon will be beaten once and for all...
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