Aleluia
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Europe
Posts: 2,411
Aleluia
God is good. Once more the Universe has proven to be my savior in the form of peaceful talking.
After many talks with my father and after i found a job he realized how precarious my situation was, with the college degree and other issues. We both convened today that leaving the country was even more precarious. I am really tired. I think i had a nervous breakdown this week. In my home it seems somebody died. Nothing will ever be the same. Even tough i've made some mistakes. I am still proud of myself for still wanting to live. Last night i took many pills. I am glad i'm here to testify the start of a new life.
My dad has agreed to keep giving me an allowance. He stepped up the allowance to the money that the job would pay so that i can keep doing college. He will help me with the first conditions of the rent.
I went back to the living room to hold him. I know he loves me. One day, many years from now, he will see loving a man is love, and love is beautiful....
Today i say Aleluia. I had nothing. Now i have something and a new life. My room is all unpacked. Tomorrow i'll be house hunting. I really like one near the neighborhood...
Tonight i lift my hands and i send this energy back to the angels that i know are back.
After many talks with my father and after i found a job he realized how precarious my situation was, with the college degree and other issues. We both convened today that leaving the country was even more precarious. I am really tired. I think i had a nervous breakdown this week. In my home it seems somebody died. Nothing will ever be the same. Even tough i've made some mistakes. I am still proud of myself for still wanting to live. Last night i took many pills. I am glad i'm here to testify the start of a new life.
My dad has agreed to keep giving me an allowance. He stepped up the allowance to the money that the job would pay so that i can keep doing college. He will help me with the first conditions of the rent.
I went back to the living room to hold him. I know he loves me. One day, many years from now, he will see loving a man is love, and love is beautiful....
Today i say Aleluia. I had nothing. Now i have something and a new life. My room is all unpacked. Tomorrow i'll be house hunting. I really like one near the neighborhood...
Tonight i lift my hands and i send this energy back to the angels that i know are back.
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Join Date: Aug 2003
Location: Dancing in the Light
Posts: 61,492
Karim,
I knew that things would work out for you.
I'm so sorry you felt you had to take pills last night, that is so scary.
You are ready to finish school, to move forward and to live your life.
I knew that things would work out for you.
I'm so sorry you felt you had to take pills last night, that is so scary.
You are ready to finish school, to move forward and to live your life.
Naturally Occuring Phenomenon
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Baltimore, Maryland
Posts: 437
Good share.
I too am looking for a new place to live and getting things in order for my final college semester. It has been awhile since I have done the college stuff, hope I can get back into it like I was years ago. Hope all fares well for you.
I too am looking for a new place to live and getting things in order for my final college semester. It has been awhile since I have done the college stuff, hope I can get back into it like I was years ago. Hope all fares well for you.
not a greeter
Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: padmasana
Posts: 13,927
Karim. I'm happy for your new start but please... no more pills. You don't need them to have a reason to start living *again*. Every day you wake, every time you breath is a new reason. I know good things will happen for you... they are already
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