Out of the Bitter Barn.
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Ontario, Canada
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Out of the Bitter Barn.
Once again...you guys TOTALY amaze me. The unbelievable support and kind words. ALL the PM's I received....wow! I am so blown away by the amount of people, some of which I know, some I don't, who strongly encouraged me to stick around and keep my chin up. You really are great support.
I decided at about 4am.....still awake and feeling sad about this.....that I just wasn't going to let this bring me down.
I honestly wasn't looking for a pity party, I just felt so rejected and was really hurt. I was in tears most of the day and evening afterwards. I think the pregnancy harmones had a bit to do with my over-reaction. With everything going on right now, I'm feeling pretty sensitive. I'm still hurt and still feel sad about this person leaving me, BUT......I'm moving on. Not going to harp on it. Not going to talk about it anymore. It's over.
You all helped me through a tough day/night.
And now I'm outta the bitter barn!
So I'm staying put! I need you guys.
Onwards and upwards!
Hugs To ALL!
Tay.
P.S. I plan to reply to all the wonderful P.M.'s I received, I want to thank you personally for your support.
I decided at about 4am.....still awake and feeling sad about this.....that I just wasn't going to let this bring me down.
I honestly wasn't looking for a pity party, I just felt so rejected and was really hurt. I was in tears most of the day and evening afterwards. I think the pregnancy harmones had a bit to do with my over-reaction. With everything going on right now, I'm feeling pretty sensitive. I'm still hurt and still feel sad about this person leaving me, BUT......I'm moving on. Not going to harp on it. Not going to talk about it anymore. It's over.
You all helped me through a tough day/night.
And now I'm outta the bitter barn!
So I'm staying put! I need you guys.
Onwards and upwards!
Hugs To ALL!
Tay.
P.S. I plan to reply to all the wonderful P.M.'s I received, I want to thank you personally for your support.
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Join Date: Feb 2008
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Never doubted it Tay.
I think one of the reasons that you have such a strong support network here is the result of how much strength you give others. It's your spirit, Tay. Your lack of self pity.
No, I never doubted that you would return. With all that is going on in your life, not the least of which is recovery, it is pretty difficult to make sound decisions. No need to apologize, no need to feel ashamed.
So, this is one thing in your life that you have resolved in a rational and mature way. Others will follow. You go, girl.
warrens
I think one of the reasons that you have such a strong support network here is the result of how much strength you give others. It's your spirit, Tay. Your lack of self pity.
No, I never doubted that you would return. With all that is going on in your life, not the least of which is recovery, it is pretty difficult to make sound decisions. No need to apologize, no need to feel ashamed.
So, this is one thing in your life that you have resolved in a rational and mature way. Others will follow. You go, girl.
warrens
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ParentRecovers: Yes, we are anxious to find out if it is a little boy or girl. In a way we want another girl, the two would be so close in age that they would be fast friends...but then again...a little boy would be so great too. Either way....as long as the lil' one is healthy! We won't be able to find out until the 20 week mark though (I'm sure you know that).
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