...I don't ever wanna' drink again/I just need a friend...
I think the question I ask myself is, "what do I want from this substance?" It started out as fun and now it's boring. This thought doesn't stop the desire for abuse though, which is such a weird paradox.
Keep posting...be you strong or weak in will, most of all, don't be scared. You'll find the road you need, if you only look. As in all things that we hold most dear (relationships, work, even drugs/alcohol) it takes time to come to fruition. It took me years to get hooked and believe me I tried hard to get to hooked, to the point where it shut me down. I know now that it will take years to change as well and find some type freedom.
I am still lost myself, so if you have the map let me know.
I'm glad AA was your solution, it just isn't mine (yet) .
Oh and one more thing, y'all who run this forum are doing a wonderful thing. Thank you for all your painstaking effort. You know how it feels to be burdened and you have stepped up to help others. I really appreciate it.
Last edited by Kasey; 03-07-2008 at 12:11 AM.
Sleeping pills make me feel crazy and groggy, so I don't take them. A good Melatonin, not the stuff at Kroger(? I've only been to Indiana a few times) but at your health food store (if they are any good) and Valerian root pills work without the druggy side-effects.
I'd take ambien right now if I had some though.
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