Update
Update
Just a update! I am doing a lot of healing and not doing good on giving up the smoking but trying trying trying.
Been busy with nurses OK I am still human...LOL
My spirits are building back up being somewhat in a better frame of mind here.
Hope all is going well. I just got my first Internet gig on making a little cash hopefully I can make this another occupation to transfer into something of a job now which will be something I might be able to handle.
I am sorry that I haven't replied to the PM's and things just having to take care of myself right now to the best of my ability.
Good to be here this morning and hope that each of us have a day full of blessings.
Been busy with nurses OK I am still human...LOL
My spirits are building back up being somewhat in a better frame of mind here.
Hope all is going well. I just got my first Internet gig on making a little cash hopefully I can make this another occupation to transfer into something of a job now which will be something I might be able to handle.
I am sorry that I haven't replied to the PM's and things just having to take care of myself right now to the best of my ability.
Good to be here this morning and hope that each of us have a day full of blessings.
lmao
I know I Know
But really it is so much help! Since my heartattach they have come by the house everyday it is really a blessing I am telling you that. I have had a good time and also have had my azzz chewed by them. Not really about the smoking but that is a lot of it but because I can not stop trying to clean or something. I am not suppose to be on my feet right now.
I have decided to go ahead with the stop smoke thing with that new pill. One of the main head nurses for this inhome health care said that she smoked for 20 plus years and has quit without any side effects and things. She said it is nothing more than a miracle. I am excited about giving it a shot.
Also now I have gone and training in another occupation which I can handle from my own home and that has made me feel a lot better about myself as well. Although I am wondering if it might be too much stress but If I can continue to try and be the best Vic that I can than it should all be as anyways.
As you can tell from me being here I am feeling pretty darn well this morning. That is a good thing. I have that spring fever going on where I want to get outside and do things but I am not allowed outside for anything! I do sneak out to smoke once in a while. OK
I love you all you are the best
I know I Know
But really it is so much help! Since my heartattach they have come by the house everyday it is really a blessing I am telling you that. I have had a good time and also have had my azzz chewed by them. Not really about the smoking but that is a lot of it but because I can not stop trying to clean or something. I am not suppose to be on my feet right now.
I have decided to go ahead with the stop smoke thing with that new pill. One of the main head nurses for this inhome health care said that she smoked for 20 plus years and has quit without any side effects and things. She said it is nothing more than a miracle. I am excited about giving it a shot.
Also now I have gone and training in another occupation which I can handle from my own home and that has made me feel a lot better about myself as well. Although I am wondering if it might be too much stress but If I can continue to try and be the best Vic that I can than it should all be as anyways.
As you can tell from me being here I am feeling pretty darn well this morning. That is a good thing. I have that spring fever going on where I want to get outside and do things but I am not allowed outside for anything! I do sneak out to smoke once in a while. OK
I love you all you are the best
I hear ya Kevin and anyways....
even after almost two years clean I don't think that I am still looking for anything as a relationship. I still have a lot of Vic to work on and I don't need the distraction of a lovely lady right now although I do miss that
even after almost two years clean I don't think that I am still looking for anything as a relationship. I still have a lot of Vic to work on and I don't need the distraction of a lovely lady right now although I do miss that
Lots of lovely ladies and laddies here that wish you so much good health. Prayers that the urge to smoke is just taken away.... right when you most need that strength.
Heart attacks have always been warnings in my family. HP... speaking loud and clear! Just saying....
((Vic))
Heart attacks have always been warnings in my family. HP... speaking loud and clear! Just saying....
((Vic))
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