Trying To Survive
FreeSpirit
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Join Date: Feb 2008
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Trying To Survive
HEY:whats up gang I'am BUTTERFLY-7 I'am new at the site fustreaded cause I dont understand to much computers but where there is awill thre is away I need alot of guidance and support I made 1-month into recovery march 9 I will make 2- month it hasn't been a easy ride I'am not afraid of the storm I'am afraid of me I'am my worst enemy please if you read this thread fell free to write back I'just recently got married I'been with him for 1,yr we just recently tied the not how ever he is not in recovery he saw me stop & he stop but recovery is Individual all I could do is pray for him he had left the marriage a week ago but he is back I need to understand me and get all the help I need::praying
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Join Date: Dec 2003
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Hi and welcome to SR,
You're better at computers than you thought - you've got a pretty avatar, and you got a nice emoticon in your post!
I'm glad that you decided to join us and hope you continue to read and post - well done on your sobriety thus far.
Ro
You're better at computers than you thought - you've got a pretty avatar, and you got a nice emoticon in your post!
I'm glad that you decided to join us and hope you continue to read and post - well done on your sobriety thus far.
Ro
FreeSpirit
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Join Date: Feb 2008
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thanks It took me alot of mistakes to get the avatar&emoticon I really want recovery bad I'am alone in this journey I'mean here around my siblings I grew up around alcoholics & addicts I was verry neglected & abuse by my mom&the list goes on
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Join Date: Aug 2003
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Hi Butterfly,
Welcome and you're doing great with the computer.
I'm glad you recognize that your recovery is about you. I was my own worst enemy too, but know that you can learn to like and love yourself.
Welcome and you're doing great with the computer.
I'm glad you recognize that your recovery is about you. I was my own worst enemy too, but know that you can learn to like and love yourself.
FreeSpirit
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: Inside My Spirit
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HEY:felly79 I'am trying to do both what scares me is that I don't want to do neither of them my choice of drugs was marihuana&cocaine&alcohol how ever I havent touch cocaine since last summer august of 2007 how ever I stood smoking pot&drinking alcohol since I left cocaine however after new years I decided that It was time I felt guilty because I have achild he is 16 yrs old I been sober from pot&alcohol since 1-9-2008 I'am a born again christian me&my husband attend church but I want to be honest with G.O.D and my self every day that goes by I could feel the anxiety inside me battleling reselling 4r my soul I'am not that strong I dont want cocaine but my fear is to fall G.O.D&my self I'am afraid of the summer must of the time I'am free I'am not working how ever I star college on april semister I need a meeting list of all-non meetings
FreeSpirit
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Join Date: Feb 2008
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HEY:gang thakns 4r all ur support it feels good to be around people that could understand me believe it or not I'am crying I'dont nkow what this means but It feels good better than arush hide I wish everybody was this nice and understandeble:ghug
I need instruction 
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