I give up
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Posts: 149
I give up
I have moved back to the north east after burning my aparment,, loising my houses, losing my carsm going bankrupt. I was chaising a dream and all the while drinking and doing coke and chasing women. I was makeing okay money but partied all. I just felt like I wasn't making enough.
I came back 2 years ago and knew my HP had a reason. I really didn't ahve clue
What do I do? Get straight? No I find a women who is more messed up then me. Hey, why not, lets add gambeling to the list. What the fxxx was I doing in a Casino?
OMG, do I need help or what?
I quit smoking 13 months ago and never looked back. I had my last drunk 4 weaks ago. I don't want to go back to drinking. I know that I cannot do it alone. Tommorw I will find a meeting. I give up.
I came back 2 years ago and knew my HP had a reason. I really didn't ahve clue
What do I do? Get straight? No I find a women who is more messed up then me. Hey, why not, lets add gambeling to the list. What the fxxx was I doing in a Casino?
OMG, do I need help or what?
I quit smoking 13 months ago and never looked back. I had my last drunk 4 weaks ago. I don't want to go back to drinking. I know that I cannot do it alone. Tommorw I will find a meeting. I give up.
God is my benzo
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Charlotte, nc
Posts: 198
Beaten into a state of reason. That's what happened to me too man. Lost my wife, parents would speak to me, wrecked my car, no friends, no money, no self respect.
There's still hope man, trust me.
Some of us have to get pretty far down before we've had enough.
Surrender is a sign of strength.
There's still hope man, trust me.
Some of us have to get pretty far down before we've had enough.
Surrender is a sign of strength.
Fighting the good fight
Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 309
Congrats on your month sober, mate!
Good luck with everything, sounds like it's been a crazy year for you.
It's amazing, the things we can do to ourselves before we stop and think "What the f*&^ am I doing???" lololol
I know you're busy, but I've found a lot of really important things at my local AA meeting. I only go once a week, but I think that may change soon and I'll start going to more - depends on the timetable, but I look forward to them and I always leave really glad I went.
ndz
Good luck with everything, sounds like it's been a crazy year for you.
It's amazing, the things we can do to ourselves before we stop and think "What the f*&^ am I doing???" lololol
I know you're busy, but I've found a lot of really important things at my local AA meeting. I only go once a week, but I think that may change soon and I'll start going to more - depends on the timetable, but I look forward to them and I always leave really glad I went.
ndz
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